It's been a month. Still can't make any fuckin' sense of it, but I've quit trying... I guess I have hit the "acceptance" stage of grief. I have the Christmas blues this year for the first time in my fucking life. I want to be home with my family and we just can't swing it financially. I was okay wi...

It's all just fuckin' awful. I am realizing how NOT emotionally equipped I am to handle this. How the fuck am I supposed to comfort my friend when I can't make any sense out of this myself? How does one comfort a parent whose child has chosen to end their life? I feel so fucking helpless. I want to...

Just fuck. I fly up Thursday. I can't even be a little bit happy about going home when it's for something this fucked up. I just want to hug my friend and hug my kids... I can't seem to stop crying. I want to scream and yell, but more than anything, I want it to not be true. But it is. They were su...

FUCK!!! One of my close friends from home got a hold of me this morning. Her fourteen-year-old daughter shot herself in the head last night. Now, Chloe (the daughter) is brain dead in ICU and my friend is a mess. I will be flying home on Thursday to be there for her. I am at a complete fucking loss...

Fuck, Yggy, I'm so sorry. Cancer fucking blows. Fucking freaking out because today I have to own up to my mistakes. So fucking scared and ashamed. Wish so hard that I could go back in time and stop myself from being such a selfish fucking twat. But, I can't. So I must suffer the consequences of wha...

I'm not sure if I just committed sacrilege...........or have invented an ultimate taste treat: I but my pork down the street, and get the belly unsliced (bacon).......tonight, I sliced it the thin way, and made.......yes, wait.........a "bacon steak"!! OMD it was so good. about as big as a super bi...

Hello everybody! Just time for a quick shot! The CO and I are on our way to have dinner with Purple Koosh!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!