For future reference, I went, and it was absolutely WONDERFUL. I also had a major fallout really early on with a guy (date) I had planned to go with (both for BM as well as decompression), and despite the blow, it was still wonderful. It's really not as scary as it seems. I'll be back next year. Fuc...

Dr. Pyro wrote:If you have to ask, I'd say No. You sound like a real buzzkill.

You're such an asshole haha... why even bother to answer with something like that. Thanks A LOT everyone else for the advice. Let's do this!!

Hi, One and a half years ago I made some significant changes in my life (moved continents / jobs), which resulted in about 1 year of excitement and happiness and a sudden crash about one month ago. I have battled with anxiety attacks and depression before and so this is kind of familiar. I've had di...