Fuck!

[ygmir]

and, "hand the fuck in there O.R.".........we love you, and good on ya for getting help!

[tattoogoddess]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! WHYYYYYYY!!! Just found out Aaron Lewis of Stained moved into singing country. It makes me want to vomit! Fuck you stupid fuck Aaron!

[theCryptofishist]

Just because I forgot:
Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck fuck, cufk, fuck, fuck, fuck,

[Gonzo Frothwood]

Fuck! If you think you need professional help, then get professional help. Don't second guess yourself. I've been in total depression.

Fuck! I reached for a hammer on the ground two days ago, and my knee went snap, crackle pop. Not even a bizarre sex injury. Just a stupid accident. Fuck.

[Bob]

Fuck the Governor, and doublefuck the SFUSD. That is all.

[maryanimal]

(((OR))) Help is a phone call away. I love you girl! *hug*

[graidawg]

OR gewt the help - if it does help its a good thing if it doesnt well nothing lost.
I made my feelings clear to the boss, he tod me lies and i chose to beleive them. I guess i will stay with the company for now

[MyDearFriend]

(((O Red))) we love you.

Grai!! You forgot your FUCK but, best wishes for enduring the fucking bullshit.

[TomServo]

Fuck!...more of a DOH!... My roommate got arrested yesterday, after being caught with a whizzinator at his parole officers. I may be laughing on the outside, but deep down I'm giggling really hard.

[Ugly Dougly]

Decided to seek fucking professional help. Not entirely sure that I am okay with that.

No need to feel shame for that. Sometimes your car needs a tune-up, or your computer. It's the same for your very own skull.
I am not a fan of talk therapy; for some reason I expect the shrink to say more than just "Uh-huh, go on..." but I think group sessions can be helpful in grieving.

Hang in there, OR, it gets better!

[OregonRed]

Yay for help. The counselor I saw actually refused to do more than get me in to a medical doctor as I had been so long without sleep that I was essentially under the influence. She said it would be unethical to try to treat me until I had gotten some sleep.

Medical doctor prescribed me Ambien for short term use and clonidine (a common sleep aid for those of us w/ ADHD) for long term use. The result? Night one, I took Ambien and slept HARD, but didn't enjoy the side-effects. Nights two and three, I took the clonidine, no side-effects and I am sleeping again.

A few weeks of talk therapy (grumble) and they'll cut me loose.

But at least the fucking sandman is visiting again.

[wh..sh]

Yay for help. The counselor I saw actually refused to do more than get me in to a medical doctor as I had been so long without sleep that I was essentially under the influence. She said it would be unethical to try to treat me until I had gotten some sleep.

Medical doctor prescribed me Ambien for short term use and clonidine (a common sleep aid for those of us w/ ADHD) for long term use. The result? Night one, I took Ambien and slept HARD, but didn't enjoy the side-effects. Nights two and three, I took the clonidine, no side-effects and I am sleeping again.

A few weeks of talk therapy (grumble) and they'll cut me loose.

But at least the fucking sandman is visiting again.

Fuck yeah! Most don't treat people under sleep deprivation or even under depression. Hence, the sleep medication and anti-depressants.
Once the happy harmones kick in, it's easier to counsel people. Good luck!

I personally like talking to therapists and messing with them and their theories
It could be a little sick that I think its fucking fun

[Box Burner]

I agree. Fucking with therapists is fun. But other than that I have not truck with them.

Yayy for sleep O. Red


(((((((((((((OregonRed))))))))))))))

[Stephendragonfly]

Fuck and Double Fuck,
I finally got a fucking job interview for a job I actually want and am fucking well qualified for. On my way to the interview my car starts smoking and then fucking quits. Had to get it towed. Fucking missed the interview. According to the mechanic, a fucking water hose got loose, which started the engine overheating, which somehow made a tiny oil leak into a fucking gusher. Then the engine seized and apparently fucked up my transmission. Way way way more fucking money to get the car fixed than it is worth.
Fuck

(((OR)))
I read about what is happening with you and I sympathize deeply and realize that my problems and frustrations really aren't that fucking bad. It's been almost fifteen years since my best friend blew her brains out and there is still a huge hole in my heart. All I can tell you is that over time it does slowly get better, I can't explain how or why, but it does.

[wh..sh]

Fuck!!
My poor dog was diagnosed with diabetes today. We have to give him insulin shots twice everyday
And I am a wimp when it comes to shots

[ygmir]

awe fuck.........Wh..sh!! that's sucky. Poor Naayi (sp?).
is there a hope for just meds, or is it shots forever?

[Savannah]

I'm glad you're sleeping again, OregonRed. Your MD sounds smart--sleep deprivation can be so disabling. (I once went a month on 5 hours of sleep per night and got pneumonia. I can't mess around with sleep dep either.)

[wh..sh]

awe fuck.........Wh..sh!! that's sucky. Poor Naayi (sp?).
is there a hope for just meds, or is it shots forever?

Sounds like shots forever, but once he feels better, I might consult with the doctor. Fuck!!

[mgb327]

I kept my beloved best Girl-Dog Olivia alive for 11 months with a needle and insulin. She lived from 1989 and died from it the second Monday of Sept., 1999. Diabetes is difficult...would I go through that again? I still don't know. Even to this day I can't talk about her. Fuck.

[theCryptofishist]

We had an old cat, it was the kidney thing and she needed sub-q fluid. She didn't like the procedure, so we let her go. We went to the vet with her and waited she

Oh you know what happened. and Fuck.
They give us such joy, the least we can do is appropriately help them through those last months/years of life...

And that's a very individual think, depending on the animals and humans involved...

[Elderberry]

My dog was diagnosed with epilepsy when he was about one and a half years old. He needed to take dilantin and phenobarbital most of his life. Then his kidneys started to fail (he was about 14 by then) and they said he would need to be taken in bi-weekly for dialysis. At which point I knew what was best for him.

The insulin needles are really small if they are the same that they use for humans. It's not a big deal, just keep reminding your self of the alternative.

Oh and fuck.

[wh..sh]

Ah fuck, you guys! I didn't mean to remind you guys of past memories.
My dog is fairly young, he is 6 years old. The doctor said he still is in better shape and with commitment, pull 10 years. At least, that is the hope.

We gave him his first shot. He didn't even care. I am just so fucking nervous and hope that I did it all right and sugar level doesn't drop.
Then we are seriously fucked. So, now its just wait and monitor phase.

[theCryptofishist]

(((wh..sh)))
fuck

[wh..sh]

Fucking thanks Fishy!

[Sail Man]

Fuck!...more of a DOH!... My roommate got arrested yesterday, after being caught with a whizzinator at his parole officers. I may be laughing on the outside, but deep down I'm giggling really hard.

Tom, be fucking careful you dont piss yourself laughing to hard

[catinthefunnyhat]

wh..sh, I hope your dog is feeling better. It's so hard when they can't tell us what's wrong, and we can't explain it to them, either.
Hug him tight for me.

[wh..sh]

Thanks Cat. He is doing much better than he did two days ago. Still a lot of work determining his fucking dose. He is normally hyperactive and its sad to see him so dull. Fuck!
I gave him a tight hug from you and he gave you back lots of wet kisses

[tattoogoddess]

FUCK I have an Ear Infucktion today. Fuck it hurts and yes im fucking sick of them. Fuck my ears with my ear canal eczama and cronic ear infuckions. Im to old for this fucking shit. Back into bed.

[catinthefunnyhat]

Fuck, TG. Ear infucktions are awful. I'm glad I don't get them anymore.
Good luck for a quick heal!

[maryanimal]

I hope your ears feel better TJ! I know how painful they can be and annoying as fuck! ((hugs))

Now for my rant...First off, today I just finally fucking realized why I'm divorcing Les. He's a selfish, self-centered, lazy, hateful, malicious, fucking prick. And my one son is just like him. I've tried the best I could to make this situation I'm in as pleasant as I could for this past year. I've fucking cleaned this pig stye, health hazard house, washed dishes because nobody else will do them. I've shared my meals with them because it's what I do. And not one time have they ever reciprocated. I'll bring food in the house and they'll eat it and not replace it.They'll cook something for themselves, but won't ask if I would like anything. And tonight was just another example of their fucking boorish behavior.

I'm going to give them fucking notice tonight that I'm moving the fuck out of this fucking house! I'd rather pay more for my sanity than live through all this bullshit. I'm so fucking steamed right now, I'm having a hot flash...dammit! (whew) It never ceases to surprize me with peoples behaviors. So I'll say Fuck You to the people who fuck with me! Present company excluded. Thanks everyone, and sorry for the rant. I'm glad you're all here. I'll be a happily divorce woman on July 3. And I plan on celebrating on the playa.

Now move along, there's nothing to see here...siiiiiigh