Isolation

graidawg · Post by **graidawg** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 10:30 am

today I seem to be laughing a bit more, it seems having a whine about life is almost as good as doing something about it.
2 days and i get to meet the mayor as well

theCryptofishist · Post by **theCryptofishist** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 8:39 pm

Sometimes you just have to admit how bad you feel, before you start feeling better...

maryanimal · Post by **maryanimal** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 8:47 pm

theCryptofishist wrote:Sometimes you just have to admit how bad you feel, before you start feeling better...

+10

maryanimal · Post by **maryanimal** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 8:48 pm

You get to meet the mayor?? How cool is that! How did you manage a meeting?

theCryptofishist · Post by **theCryptofishist** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 8:52 pm

maryanimal wrote:You get to meet the mayor?? How cool is that! How did you manage a meeting?

Promised Doc that he'd buy the beer...

Just how many doctors do we have here? Pyro, Helix...

theCryptofishist · Post by **theCryptofishist** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 8:52 pm

placebo

graidawg · Post by **graidawg** » Mon Jun 20, 2011 10:44 pm

knowmad · Post by **knowmad** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 12:16 am

oh yeah The quacks and the wich Dr"s.

ygmir · Post by **ygmir** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 5:35 am

IIRC:
Dr. I Know.

Foxfur · Post by **Foxfur** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 9:10 am

Dr. Dre...

Seriously one of the best threads yet.

graidawg · Post by **graidawg** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 11:10 am

foxfur why is it i find your avatar so alluring?

maryanimal · Post by **maryanimal** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 12:49 pm

Yea Foxfur?? You are foxy!! *winkitywink* hehehe

goathead · Post by **goathead** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 1:09 pm

the same reason Maryanne was so hot?

graidawg · Post by **graidawg** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 1:12 pm

goathead wrote:the same reason Maryanne was so hot?

why whats changed?

goathead · Post by **goathead** » Tue Jun 21, 2011 1:17 pm

graidawg wrote:
goathead wrote:the same reason Maryanne was so hot?

why whats changed?

LMAO

you are so right.

wedeliver · Post by **wedeliver** » Sun Jun 26, 2011 11:03 am

TomServo wrote:As a former truck driver, isolation is nothing new. Now, that I'm out of the bustling city of Benicia, it's a flashback. It's a strange thing to describe...their is both loneliness and inspiration. Ive learned more in the past 3 days here, than I would normally learn in years. My head is clear, and I find myself thinking of how to do things, much more than before. I've experienced this as a driver, and sadly in a holding cell.

The last time I went to 4th of Juplaya, I couldn't find Dragon, and his crew, and wound up camping alone...in the middle of nowhere. I had the same sensation then..my mind was thinking about anything and everything. Not sure where this journey will lead, but seems a hell of alot more positive than before.

Do you still feel isolated? Isolation can be self imposed.

TomServo · Post by **TomServo** » Sun Jun 26, 2011 11:54 am

wedeliver wrote:
TomServo wrote:As a former truck driver, isolation is nothing new. Now, that I'm out of the bustling city of Benicia, it's a flashback. It's a strange thing to describe...their is both loneliness and inspiration. Ive learned more in the past 3 days here, than I would normally learn in years. My head is clear, and I find myself thinking of how to do things, much more than before. I've experienced this as a driver, and sadly in a holding cell.

The last time I went to 4th of Juplaya, I couldn't find Dragon, and his crew, and wound up camping alone...in the middle of nowhere. I had the same sensation then..my mind was thinking about anything and everything. Not sure where this journey will lead, but seems a hell of alot more positive than before.
Do you still feel isolated? Isolation can be self imposed.

Not really. I feel Isolated from the state of california, which is good! Ive found something new...in this "isolation". It's radical self reliance all over again.

TomServo · Post by **TomServo** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 6:46 pm

wedeliver wrote:
TomServo wrote:As a former truck driver, isolation is nothing new. Now, that I'm out of the bustling city of Benicia, it's a flashback. It's a strange thing to describe...their is both loneliness and inspiration. Ive learned more in the past 3 days here, than I would normally learn in years. My head is clear, and I find myself thinking of how to do things, much more than before. I've experienced this as a driver, and sadly in a holding cell.

The last time I went to 4th of Juplaya, I couldn't find Dragon, and his crew, and wound up camping alone...in the middle of nowhere. I had the same sensation then..my mind was thinking about anything and everything. Not sure where this journey will lead, but seems a hell of alot more positive than before.
Do you still feel isolated? Isolation can be self imposed.

I feel isolated now scumbag. I'm stranded in Alturas, and everything I own has been impounded, because you called the police, after I undid the work you said I never did.

BE WARY OF THE EAGLES NEST! Don't volunteer any kind of work for them!

wedeliver · Post by **wedeliver** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 7:13 pm

After many days of wondering why you were here, and your half assed effort to get a job, Why did you scare my wife with your story of how you killed someone who was riding a motorcycle in your big rig truck? That was your first words to her, I never once knocked on the door to the trailer and asked you to do anything. You make a simple project hard and difficult, even to the point of breaking, or faking breaking your toe so you could stay in bed all day. You were here for 17 days and I was getting tired of you counting your money, showing me how little you had, then going up to the store and buying beer. I felt that you were using me for a free ride. On Sunday you did not show your face until after 5:00pm and we got in an argument and I asked you to leave you threw a tantrum and vandalized my property even when you drove off, spinning your tires on my grass and ripping up the lawn. Also you were arrested for DUI and I had no idea you had even been drinking since you had not made your daily beer run.

I think you have been using people for way to long and at your age you should become responsible for youself. You lived here for 17 days, with wifi so you could stream video as you reported here on eplaya, life was really tough here wasn't it? Well you blew it, but I doubt this is the first time.

Here is your last post from my trailer.

"Not really. I feel Isolated from the state of california, which is good! Ive found something new...in this "isolation". It's radical self reliance all over again."

Radical what? just kicken back gettin drunk and other people are paying for it all. wow, such a deal

TomServo · Post by **TomServo** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 7:19 pm

wedeliver wrote:After many days of wondering why you were here, and your half assed effort to get a job, Why did you scare my wife with your story of how you killed someone who was riding a motorcycle in your big rig truck? That was your first words to her, I never once knocked on the door to the trailer and asked you to do anything. You make a simple project hard and difficult, even to the point of breaking, or faking breaking your toe so you could stay in bed all day. You were here for 17 days and I was getting tired of you counting your money, showing me how little you had, then going up to the store and buying beer. I felt that you were using me for a free ride. On Sunday you did not show your face until after 5:00pm and we got in an argument and I asked you to leave you threw a tantrum and vandalized my property even when you drove off, spinning your tires on my grass and ripping up the lawn. Also you were arrested for DUI and I had no idea you had even been drinking since you had not made your daily beer run.

I think you have been using people for way to long and at your age you should become responsible for youself. You lived here for 17 days, with wifi so you could stream video as you reported here on eplaya, life was really tough here wasn't it? Well you blew it, but I doubt this is the first time.

Here is your last post from my trailer.

"Not really. I feel Isolated from the state of california, which is good! Ive found something new...in this "isolation". It's radical self reliance all over again."

Radical what? just kicken back gettin drunk and other people are paying for it all. wow, such a deal

Fuck off! You know what happend....lie all you want, but I can see you for who you really are. Poor Poor you!

Post by **Elderberry** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 7:24 pm

Come on boys, this isn't the place to be airing your dirty laundry.

maryanimal · Post by **maryanimal** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 7:52 pm

I'm going to ask that this thread be locked, or those posts cleared. Enough is enough. Take it in the PM lounge.

wedeliver · Post by **wedeliver** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 9:30 pm

Ok, I want to say I am sorry. I wish things had gone very, very differently. I think that you do have a lot of good qualities and could really be a dynamic person. I think you could agree that life could be going better for ya, I am sorry, very sorry if you are hurting, but I really believe and hope that you can reach down deep inside yourself and become an asset, a contributing member, a happy camper. Before coming here you indicated that life was a bit tough, I hoped and prayed that you would find focus, a dream and act on those things. But then I got the feeling that a dependency was beginning and that scared me. Sorry for ever implying that I would provide anything different in our relationship, for which I had great hope. I wish you the best in your life.

TomServo · Post by **TomServo** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 9:52 pm

wedeliver wrote:Ok, I want to say I am sorry. I wish things had gone very, very differently. I think that you do have a lot of good qualities and could really be a dynamic person. I think you could agree that life could be going better for ya, I am sorry, very sorry if you are hurting, but I really believe and hope that you can reach down deep inside yourself and become an asset, a contributing member, a happy camper. Before coming here you indicated that life was a bit tough, I hoped and prayed that you would find focus, a dream and act on those things. But then I got the feeling that a dependency was beginning and that scared me. Sorry for ever implying that I would provide anything different in our relationship, for which I had great hope. I wish you the best in your life.

Sorry doesn't mean shit to me. I've lost everything I own, and am now planning on walking home. Hope your fucking bricks were worth it! I told you id be sending a bill, and I will. I hope nothing but bad for you.

Post by **Elderberry** » Tue Jun 28, 2011 10:44 pm

maryanimal wrote:I'm going to ask that this thread be locked, or those posts cleared. Enough is enough. Take it in the PM lounge.

There's a PM lounge?!

Foxfur · Post by **Foxfur** » Wed Jun 29, 2011 12:14 am

jkisha wrote:
maryanimal wrote:I'm going to ask that this thread be locked, or those posts cleared. Enough is enough. Take it in the PM lounge.
There's a PM lounge?!

It's back past the 25 cent movie booths.
I never get past em either...

wedeliver · Post by **wedeliver** » Wed Jun 29, 2011 9:42 am

TomServo wrote:
wedeliver wrote:Ok, I want to say I am sorry. I wish things had gone very, very differently. I think that you do have a lot of good qualities and could really be a dynamic person. I think you could agree that life could be going better for ya, I am sorry, very sorry if you are hurting, but I really believe and hope that you can reach down deep inside yourself and become an asset, a contributing member, a happy camper. Before coming here you indicated that life was a bit tough, I hoped and prayed that you would find focus, a dream and act on those things. But then I got the feeling that a dependency was beginning and that scared me. Sorry for ever implying that I would provide anything different in our relationship, for which I had great hope. I wish you the best in your life.
Sorry doesn't mean shit to me. I've lost everything I own, and am now planning on walking home. Hope your fucking bricks were worth it! I told you id be sending a bill, and I will. I hope nothing but bad for you.

I really wonder how you blame me for you losing everything. My original offer was to help MaryAnn with a place where she could find peace and quite. Where the daily demands of life slow way down. Don't you thing your drinking might be a problem? Heck on Sunday you hid out all day in my trailer, I had no idea you were drinking all day and when I saw you, and you said the stupidist shit I ever heard and I asked you to leave. Then you began to vandalize things so I had to sit and watch to to make sure you did no more damage. You scared my wife who called 911. I tried to stop the police from coming here, but once the call is placed they like to come out and check to make sure everything is ok. When the Sheriff was here after you had left, I told him I was not going to file a complaint for the damnge you caused, that you had enough going on I was going to forgive you what you would owe me for staying here. Other sheriffs had stopped you and apparently you were drunk and they arrested you. This is not my fault, this is your doing Ok, now about work you did here. Please tell me how many hours you think you worked? I am not asking how many minutes, but how many hours? Maybe 3 hours in 17 days? Those brirks you tossed around my yard I brought to the location, I set half the bricks. It was interesting seeing you work. You would make things so difficult and you seemed to not have any talents or abilites that you could use here. I am stll torn on if you are a danger to me and my family. Your text to my phone where you say "you will pay" is a bit of a threat. The damage you caused, especially with your vehicle when spinning your tires upon leaving also kinda pisses me off.

All that being said, I aint perfect neither and I guess you came here expecting someone to baby you and take care of your laz ass and I guess that is my fault. I can only say that time will tell. That you really have bad feelings for what how I trired to help you also kinda confuses me and pisses me off.

The offer was originally to MaryAnn to give her a place of peace and quite. I am now afraid to try and help since it can go so very wrong. I hope everyone understands my thinking.

TomServo · Post by **TomServo** » Wed Jun 29, 2011 10:33 am

wedeliver wrote:
TomServo wrote:
wedeliver wrote:Ok, I want to say I am sorry. I wish things had gone very, very differently. I think that you do have a lot of good qualities and could really be a dynamic person. I think you could agree that life could be going better for ya, I am sorry, very sorry if you are hurting, but I really believe and hope that you can reach down deep inside yourself and become an asset, a contributing member, a happy camper. Before coming here you indicated that life was a bit tough, I hoped and prayed that you would find focus, a dream and act on those things. But then I got the feeling that a dependency was beginning and that scared me. Sorry for ever implying that I would provide anything different in our relationship, for which I had great hope. I wish you the best in your life.
Sorry doesn't mean shit to me. I've lost everything I own, and am now planning on walking home. Hope your fucking bricks were worth it! I told you id be sending a bill, and I will. I hope nothing but bad for you.
I really wonder how you blame me for you losing everything. My original offer was to help MaryAnn with a place where she could find peace and quite. Where the daily demands of life slow way down. Don't you thing your drinking might be a problem? Heck on Sunday you hid out all day in my trailer, I had no idea you were drinking all day and when I saw you, and you said the stupidist shit I ever heard and I asked you to leave. Then you began to vandalize things so I had to sit and watch to to make sure you did no more damage. You scared my wife who called 911. I tried to stop the police from coming here, but once the call is placed they like to come out and check to make sure everything is ok. When the Sheriff was here after you had left, I told him I was not going to file a complaint for the damnge you caused, that you had enough going on I was going to forgive you what you would owe me for staying here. Other sheriffs had stopped you and apparently you were drunk and they arrested you. This is not my fault, this is your doing Ok, now about work you did here. Please tell me how many hours you think you worked? I am not asking how many minutes, but how many hours? Maybe 3 hours in 17 days? Those brirks you tossed around my yard I brought to the location, I set half the bricks. It was interesting seeing you work. You would make things so difficult and you seemed to not have any talents or abilites that you could use here. I am stll torn on if you are a danger to me and my family. Your text to my phone where you say "you will pay" is a bit of a threat. The damage you caused, especially with your vehicle when spinning your tires upon leaving also kinda pisses me off.

All that being said, I aint perfect neither and I guess you came here expecting someone to baby you and take care of your laz ass and I guess that is my fault. I can only say that time will tell. That you really have bad feelings for what how I trired to help you also kinda confuses me and pisses me off.

The offer was originally to MaryAnn to give her a place of peace and quite. I am now afraid to try and help since it can go so very wrong. I hope everyone understands my thinking.

Shut the fuck up! I didn't vandalize anything, and I wasn't drinking all day. I took a nap. You taking pics of me and theatening to post them on eplaya unnerved me. It became obvious, before the event, that you wanted slave labor. Say what you want, but we both know the truth. You are a lazy fucking hippie that uses a golf cart WAY too much! Saying you will pay, I told you Id send you a billl dipshit! Now STOP polluting eplaya with this shit. I'm done....on eplaya

wedeliver · Post by **wedeliver** » Wed Jun 29, 2011 11:32 am

So, just taking a nap makes you drunk under the law? You must of had above the legal limit to be arrested for DUI, but you just took an all day nap. We had our argument starting at about 5:15pm it was over an hour before you were pulled over, yet your blood limit was still high enough to be arrested. Maybe if you had not been drunk we would not have had an argument. Dude, you left PISS in bottles in my trailer, what the fuck, that is really sick. Lots of places to pee outside and a toilet, (but you would have to dump it, oh my god, WORK) The trailer really smelled when you left, why didn't you open windoes or the roof vents, or clean up after yourself. I want you to look in the mirror and stop blaming me for your fuckups. And as far as the damage you did here, I have tried to be generous but you are not showing any sign of understanding my concerns that YOU raised.

Playa Hater · Post by **Playa Hater** » Wed Jun 29, 2011 3:36 pm

"All of our unhappiness comes from our inability to be alone."
-Jean de la Bruyere

"All men's miseries derive from not being able to sit in a quiet room alone."
-Blaise Pascal

Being alone with my thoughts is something I am constantly working on.

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