pinemom wrote:woops forgot to explaine:::
If I need someone to belittle me,
I have "friends" I hold at a arms distance...for the simple reason that all they ever did was point out the wrong in you, even if it was a mirror they were looking at when they did it.
I have cynicle and hypocritical family members, that walk on this earth thinking their shit dont stick, but are waiting on tense laurels just waiting for someone to make a error in judgement so they can blast whatever shred of remorse for said action right through the ceiling. But always keeping their Skeletons well hidden.
I have the IRS to audit me, for no reason at all, just a drop in the hat they called it...and screw my case up so bad I havent received a refund for 8 years!!! $28,000.00 Im now owed!
I have X-husbands who I gave my life to, my love to,stayed completely faithful to,gave my very soul to, that I beared their children, that when the divorce's came, they fought me tooth and nail for custody of said children...and when I won custody, I drove the children back in forth(they didnt have transportation) so they could have equal time with their fathers...only to have the fathers, move to Not have pay the measly $200. a month in child support(which I never raised!)...for yrs. Forcing me to raise my girls by myself!!!
Screw the money, what pissed me off was their dads were to busy now to spend time with them! then why did they make us spend their college money on fighting for custody???
I have had wonderful jobs that I loved and made fantastic money at, only to have the owners daughter come in and take my job, and cut me down to 2 days a week, just to get me to quit.Knowing I would cause I couldnt support my family.
I have MY own skeletons in the closet...difference IS.....I take them out a periodically DANCE with them! Facing ones short-comings is the best therapy to make them more understandable, more realistically dealt with!
If it wasnt for my shortcomings...I would be Normal...and I really dont think I would like that....NO, I know I wouldnt like that not one tiny bit!
So My question to you my dear friend...
(meant with utmost respect!!!)...what short comings are you trying to hide by lashing out on your eplaya friends?
I really do think there something wrong. These people these wonderful wonderful people, loving each other unconditionally (ok well most of them),
Why do you feel the need to knock peoples heads together?
This bared repeating!!!