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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby ygmir » Mon Nov 21, 2011 12:25 pm

march forward, far striding Norseman.........I revel in your announcement, and celebrate, your peace.
and, as stated ( I speak for me, but probably for others), "you know where we are, and we're here for you, so, just call out, or even hint"

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Elliot » Mon Nov 21, 2011 1:04 pm

I'm packing clothes and otherwise trying to get ready to leave with Peter & Jerri. They are my best friends from the Kinetic Sculpture Racing community, plus five years in BRC together. When Jerri called, she informed me what was going to happen today -- did not ask or discuss. She took charge of me. I'm sure glad she and Peter met.
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Elliot » Mon Nov 21, 2011 1:59 pm

Peter & Jerri are here now. I'll check in with you if I can get online at their house.

And... uh... thank you....
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Lassen Forge » Mon Nov 21, 2011 2:34 pm

You BETTER check in, Elliot. OK? I'm gonna worry like shit until I hear from you again... this latest development is making alarm bells go off in this former bridge rescuers mind... Serious as a heart attack.

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Sham » Mon Nov 21, 2011 4:53 pm

As I type this posting, I am speaking to Elliot. He is fine and very upbeat. He's in Davis CA with friends and settled in fine. He brought his bike with him to tool around town and explore the area.
Good news and a nice way to end the day!! :D

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby wh..sh » Mon Nov 21, 2011 4:58 pm

Cool! I love happy endings.
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Patsh » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:04 pm

With this news, I'll sleep well tonight...

Whew :o
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby ygmir » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:08 pm

so very great!!! yay.
and, what love, shown by the folks here...........I'm proud, to know, you all!!!

it'd be a great time for celebration sex.....if only. dang.......hahahaa.....grimace
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Savannah » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:11 pm

Sham tells me that he actually spoke on the phone to one of the friends Elliot is currently with. Yay!

Elliot, I'm glad you're letting people in to help you.

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Patsh » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:12 pm

oops.. too slow, again!!
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby graidawg » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:27 pm

wow! fellow eplayans that is a wonderful thing to read, you all just saved somebodies life. the world is a better place because you are all in it and you made sure the wonderful elliot stayed in it.
you are all just amazing people.
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby maryanimal » Mon Nov 21, 2011 5:41 pm

((((Peter and Jerry))))

I'm so happy that Elliots with his friends! Good on all of yooz guys and gals!!


*hey Yg...I never heard of congraulatory sex...dang...I've been missing out...are you sure about that?*
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby ibdave » Tue Nov 22, 2011 12:00 am

wow, just re-started reading this thread. Hours and Hours. lots of forward and back, lots of looking shit up... I'm not one to comment to each person but would rather say what a great group of humans most of you are. (met yggy)( I to made the foe list) I'm sure the title has scared off many readers and glad it's back in front of us with all the Holidays coming. Love to all.... 8) 8) 8)


Elliott, may your mind slow down to smell the rose's before winter sets in. So happy for you and your wonderful friends 8) 8) 8)
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby gyre » Tue Nov 22, 2011 12:49 am

Elliot, you're really pissing me off!


If you do yourself in, I'll send Uppity Yellow Cat into the afterlife to chase you around.

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Minxy » Tue Nov 22, 2011 12:57 pm

I finally read this thread today. I've pretty much avoided it like the plague.

Elliot I can't thank you enough for posting openly about your feelings. I'm both thankful because now you have a HUGE support system of people who are aware and love you (and kidnap you, ha!) and also, selfishly thankful, because you expressed feelings I have felt that I could never have spoken so eloquently. So you are not only helping yourself you are helping people you don't even know. Thank you. <3

If you are ever over towards the SF area more I'd love to grab a coffee or whatever with you. :) I'm in Vallejo (about an hour west from Sac).

I'm so happy your friends kidnapped you, that just made my day!

Love you!
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Bin Noddin » Tue Nov 22, 2011 6:40 pm

And say hi to that Pepper Spray Guy. Get his autograph, maybe.
You want an autograph? YOU WANT AN AUTOGRAPH?!? HERE'S your fucking autograph. psssssssssssssssssssssssssssttt!!
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby maryanimal » Tue Nov 22, 2011 8:46 pm

Bin Noddin wrote:And say hi to that Pepper Spray Guy. Get his autograph, maybe.
You want an autograph? YOU WANT AN AUTOGRAPH?!? HERE'S your fucking autograph. psssssssssssssssssssssssssssttt!!



LMAO!! *coughchokegak* umm, I mean, bad cop...NO donut!
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby graidawg » Wed Nov 23, 2011 1:16 am

maryanimal wrote:
Bin Noddin wrote:And say hi to that Pepper Spray Guy. Get his autograph, maybe.
You want an autograph? YOU WANT AN AUTOGRAPH?!? HERE'S your fucking autograph. psssssssssssssssssssssssssssttt!!



LMAO!! *coughchokegak* umm, I mean, bad cop...NO donut!



ROFL @ BAD COP ..... NO donut! stealing
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby FIGJAM » Wed Nov 23, 2011 6:51 am

"Don't buy ur Burn...........Build ur Burn!"

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby AntiM » Wed Nov 23, 2011 7:04 am

While initially frightening, this is a good thread. Keep on keepin' on!
http://burningman.org/timeline/

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby graidawg » Wed Nov 23, 2011 7:21 am



i read all the way through that thinking it sounds just like halcyon, then i got to the signature at the end......... i really really must make extra effort to see that guy in 2012. He is just full of WIN.
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Elliot » Wed Nov 23, 2011 10:00 am

Bay Bridge Sue wrote:You BETTER check in, Elliot. OK? I'm gonna worry like shit until I hear from you again... this latest development is making alarm bells go off in this former bridge rescuers mind... Serious as a heart attack.

perhaps more so than a heart attach, sue, since i have some control over this.

i'm 'fine' at peter n jerri's.

this puter is awkward for me to use, so this may be only a few lines.

visited the scene of the pepper sprayng . bicycle distance from pnj's house. strange mood there.

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i murdered my father last night. in a dream. may be the first time in my life i dreamed of him. We were back in the house where I grew up, and we fought with fists and whatever was at hand. I beat his head with a vacuum cleaner. I won. He died.

So... "How do I feel about that? and What do I think that means?

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Staying at P&J's is nothing new for me. I often stay over here for a day or two. They are my "outpost in town" while I live in the country.
so I am comfortable here.

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I've wanted to live here in Davis for ages. College town. Enlightened people. You can go anywhere on a bicycle. (Yes, I brought mine.)
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby gyre » Wed Nov 23, 2011 10:05 am

I dreamed of learning french and woke up practicing words last week.

I had some similarly strange dreams lately, forgotten my best example now.

I hope you have a good thanksgiving, Elliot.

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby graidawg » Wed Nov 23, 2011 12:44 pm

Elliot wrote:
Bay Bridge Sue wrote:You BETTER check in, Elliot. OK? I'm gonna worry like shit until I hear from you again... this latest development is making alarm bells go off in this former bridge rescuers mind... Serious as a heart attack.

perhaps more so than a heart attach, sue, since i have some control over this.

i'm 'fine' at peter n jerri's.

this puter is awkward for me to use, so this may be only a few lines.

visited the scene of the pepper sprayng . bicycle distance from pnj's house. strange mood there.

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i murdered my father last night. in a dream. may be the first time in my life i dreamed of him. We were back in the house where I grew up, and we fought with fists and whatever was at hand. I beat his head with a vacuum cleaner. I won. He died.

So... "How do I feel about that? and What do I think that means?

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Staying at P&J's is nothing new for me. I often stay over here for a day or two. They are my "outpost in town" while I live in the country.
so I am comfortable here.

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I've wanted to live here in Davis for ages. College town. Enlightened people. You can go anywhere on a bicycle. (Yes, I brought mine.)


wow elliot odd dream, would you like an opinion on what it means?

i am so gald you have found somewhere to go other than the next life, i havent met you but i feel like so many others here that you are one of the better people. It would be my pleasure to share a drink with you in 2012, I plan to bring some lovely cordials with me and hope to score some more of goatheads camps mead wichever strkies your fancy
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Savannah » Wed Nov 23, 2011 1:00 pm

Elliot wrote:
i murdered my father last night. in a dream. may be the first time in my life i dreamed of him. We were back in the house where I grew up, and we fought with fists and whatever was at hand. I beat his head with a vacuum cleaner. I won. He died.

So... "How do I feel about that? and What do I think that means?


I find--personally--that the emotions of the dream are a good place to start. Was the defeat of your father a triumphant thing, in the dream? Or not a triumph, but a relief?

"I won. He died." is an interesting choice of words. Maybe your father represents depression strictly for the duration of this dream (depression having practically its own life, at times) and you are acting out crushing your "opponent". But if your relationship with your father was adversarial in real life, maybe your psyche wants to defeat him and let go.

Hard to say, without knowing you better. What do you think?

I've wanted to live here in Davis for ages. College town. Enlightened people. You can go anywhere on a bicycle. (Yes, I brought mine.)


Sounds like a good place to be.

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby theCryptofishist » Wed Nov 23, 2011 1:24 pm

(I think it says his father didn't do enough housework, but what do I know?)
(Either that or there's something about a vaccuum--like his father wasn't present...)
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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby forty_eight » Wed Nov 23, 2011 3:37 pm

Man, I keep thinking this thread is going to be about the band ST ... but this is some serious shit. I wish life wasn't so fucking serious sometimes.

It's Thanksgiving time in the US, and as much BS as that all might (and does) represent, I'm all about giving meaning to giving thanks and praises.

Today, I am thankful to read about people that care about other people right here on ePlaya. That is some really cool shit! Serious shit, too ... so maybe the seriousness isn't all bad.

I get so conflicted, too. I feel the love. But, do you all feel the love? I hope so ... it can be so awesome. Seriously

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Sham » Wed Nov 23, 2011 6:13 pm

So, on the eve of Thanksgiving, I am thankful that Maryanimal started this very thoughtful thread. I don't think she realizes how many people she helped here with her kindness.

I know there are some that are teetering during the holidays (God knows I hate them), but as long as there is a place people can vent and friends can communicate with them, then things will work out fine.

Maryanimal, I would like to raise you up on a chair and parade you around Black Rock City. You're awesome my dear lady! :D

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby Lassen Forge » Wed Nov 23, 2011 7:05 pm

I am EXTREMELY thankful that...

MA started this thread!!!XXX

My hero Elliot answered me! XXXOOOXXX

I got such an awesome family here and on playa AND in RL as well.

That even tho things are the shits there are still bright things that make me happy and keep on going!

That electrolux showed up hoover in the 14th annual BRC "beat the shit out of your ol' man" competition... 4 to 3. (Yeah, interesting dream - both the circumstance and the way you describe it are clues to its meaning... )

Hel, I'm even thankful for Larry and Andie and Mike and MG and all you guys, and hell, even the guy who loaded "Exploding man", Kim, and intro'd me to the Man over a decade ago... Love y'all.

I'm just thankful as hell right now. Thanks!

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Re: Suicidal Tendencies

Postby delle » Thu Nov 24, 2011 2:43 am

Shambala wrote:I know there are some that are teetering during the holidays (God knows I hate them)


The holidays, right? Not the teetering??? :|


Shambala wrote:Maryanimal, I would like to raise you up on a chair and parade you around Black Rock City. You're awesome my dear lady! :D


I'd like to help raise that chair, if I may.


As for the dream, I think you just did battle with your old self with the one tool known for removing garbage from your life and allowing you to breathe more easily. Seems like a good omen to me that you actually won!
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