(pulls up a seat and sits down)
Nothing for me just wanted to hang out for a while.
klondike_bar wrote:personally, I enjoy the ocasional glipse of insanity.
And your point? Who doesn't like a thrill in their lives? That is not what I am talking about. What I am talking about is something that most here talk about but don't understand.
What I talk about is more than just a phsycic connection that "sensie" talks about. It is "One" to a new level. A step up, that will allow you to enjoy your "party favors" to a new level. And your party favors don't have to be mine, but I bet there are alot here that have similar tastes. Somethings I just won't do no matter how "fun" they are because those "favors" are made with chemicals that are used seperatly to kill things.
"One" makes me tingle when I think about it.
The problem I am having with "Sharing" this is I know that their are some that will abuse it on "new souls" and forgive me, but it is in my nature "NOT ON MY WATCH!"
Now I know something really cool and it is something that you can just "turn on" when ever you want, but it doesn't always come. It is something you already do. Love is a two way street.
I know that I have "the worlds" ears and eyes, not becuase I am more special than anyone else, but becuase I am right and I am able to explain to so many what they can't put in words.
(Goes into self serving rant)
Now if "these" FUCKWADS would kick down for the work they stole from me maybe I could get on with it, but I am not going to keep playing these stupid ass games with people that are "afraid' of me or just "jealous".
It is just sooooo "Boring Sidney"
Worst part is I don't even want their money. I am just trying to "play" in their world. I am living by their rules.
And the worst part, the absolute worst part before this started, I CAN'T get laid anymore! I use to be able to just pick someone that I found attractive, talk to them and find out if I did find them attractive and they found me attractive and then fuck like bunnies.
Now I can't trust that I am being set up.
(Looks up at the sky and thinks of Bee Jee his beautiful flower on the hill, he thinks of Michael and looks down, he think of his "special angel" and smiles)
So what are you guys working on for the "show"?