Fuck!

[^Rhino!]

Thank you Crypto, maryanimal, and mojojita....

I'm increasingly getting isolated here, perhaps it's simply withdrawing from the world, enforced by the 20" of snow the last couple of weeks. I feel it.
It's not a good feeling.

I'll just keep getting up, and putting my boots on.

[gyre]

Hang in there, Rhino.

If you have sunlight, go outside as early as you can, close your eyes and face the sun for awhile.
Failing that, use a bright light.
I've been sick for two months.
I need to do this myself.
Try to do something physical.
It's a brain chemistry thing.

Sorry about your aunt

[^Rhino!]

Thanks, gyre.

In a way, I followed your advice.

I opened the blinds in my work area at home, sat down and did taxes (YECCCCH! - but I DID finish the darn things) as the sun warmed my back. I then went out to the garage and swept it, moved tubs of rocks back to their proper place, and set it up to woodwork in the afternoon. I never got to the woodwork, but it felt good after a long hot shower. Those rocks are HEAVY.

The snow began to melt, and I cried. My aunt loved the snow.

[ygmir]

hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........

[Patsh]

hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........

(((((rhino)))))
indeed, we do care.



and goose bumps, Yggy!
well said.

[MyDearFriend]

hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........

(((((rhino)))))
indeed, we do care.



and goose bumps, Yggy!
well said.

Absolutely agree, with added *fuck* for the thread and another (((hug))) for (((everybody))).

[^Rhino!]

Thank you, ygmir, Triken, and MDF.

Snow is gone.

I'm leaving work at work, thankfully.

I went ahead and bought tickets to the regional burn in May (Midwest Burners' Interfuse). I'm going alone. I've got a lot of books to read in the meantime. The pain is subsiding, but it takes longer as you age to get over the loss of a loved one, I've found.

[maryanimal]

If you have sunshine, turn towards the sun with your face upwards and let it soak into your spirit! Take slow, deep breaths, and give thanks to your aunt for her part in your life, and smile knowing she's smiling down on you. She is the sun shining on your face!

(((^Rhino<3)))

[gyre]

The pain is subsiding, but it takes longer as you age to get over the loss of a loved one, I've found.

More to lose, maybe?

I wish I had something more helpful.

[gaminwench]

FUCK, Fuck, fuck...

(+fuck for this one).

previous posts fucking covered...

[lemur]

fuck!!!


my kitteh cat Pickles isnt well...... she is going for her last trip to the vet place soon.

she is the bestest kitteh !

we got her in 1992. .....she has been around.. and ya always think because of that somehow itd be easier to say goodbye

but nope

;-\

bleh.

[ygmir]

fuckin sorry, Lemur. May she travel well.

[lemur]

two of my bestest friends in 6 months

;-x

fuck.

fuckin fuck

-Behold, there leads the way to my cave: be tonight its guest. And talk to my animals of the happiness of animals-

[theCryptofishist]

Fuck, lemur.

[Savannah]

Fuck, Lemur! I'm so sorry.

[AntiM]

Fuck, have some fucking hugs. Fuck.

[lucky420]

(((lemur)))

you gave kitty a great life...

[gyre]

Sad news.

[maryanimal]

So fucking sorry lemur.

[lemur]

thnx ppls.

[pink]

Sniff. I'm sorry too. Big hugggggs.

[BBadger]

Always sad losing a friend, of any species. I'm sorry for your loss.

[Jax Dee]

I don't have any fucks right now thankfully but so many of you have reached out and helped me in the past...I just wanted to stop by and say thank you and I love you and (((hugs))) to all going through hard times now.

[pink]

Fuck!!!!!

It's April 2, I have a bazillion tax returns left to do and my program is printing fucked up. I want to kill any clients that refuse to efile. I'm running on about 5 hours of sleep, and I work all night so my assistant can come in and work at the one computer during the day. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I needed to scream. Thank you.

[clocksnmirrors]

oh fucking hell. i just got back from the dmv where i found out it's going to cost me $110 to get a paper title for the car i'm selling. the original title was stolen last year when my place was broken into while i was at ttitd. i didn't even realize that was among my missing paperwork until just today.

FUCK

[Bin Noddin]

A few weeks ago she said "oh, you're sooooooo sweet".
I'm thinking: "prelude to the friend zone".
Last night she out and said it. Yup, another fucking friend.

[MyDearFriend]

A few weeks ago she said "oh, you're sooooooo sweet".
I'm thinking: "prelude to the friend zone".
Last night she out and said it. Yup, another fucking friend.

Well Bin, fucking friends is better than not fucking.

But.......... sorry.

[knowmad]

barrrgh!
The best laid plans of Bunnies and men...
That awesome little Job in the Islands is prolly not happenin.
plan on everything changing, Fuck.

[Savannah]

Aw, fuck! Sorry, Knowmad.

[lucky420]

well shitfuck knowmad! Hope something else comes along soon...