Prose for the hungry

Tawnee Lynne · Post by **Tawnee Lynne** » Tue Sep 23, 2003 8:14 am

When the weight of life tows you into the abyss of overwhelming sadness...
Look for the life in the muzik that carries you to drier land...
For the keys to survival in this world filled with madness
Can be found in the beat of the burning man...
Tawnee Lynne

Tawnee Lynne · Post by **Tawnee Lynne** » Tue Sep 23, 2003 8:15 am

Through all life's chaotic escapades...

You enter my mind...

I am missing your hug

And our bodies intertwined

I stay away...

seeing if you'll come to me

Yet every time I stop to rest...

I land on your memory...

I turn to my friends to try to forget

I remember my gift to you and I feel no regret

I laugh in a crowd

Yet shed a tear in my core

I smile to the world

Yet inside I miss you some more.

Tawnee Lynne

Tawnee Lynne · Post by **Tawnee Lynne** » Tue Sep 23, 2003 8:16 am

Today, I woke up under a blue endless sky....

And kissed the day hello...a blue jay screeching a greeting above my head...

And the sounds of life awakening to a busy day....but all I could do is fall back on my dream

I dreamed of a land, dry, like the desert, wet with spirit...

I felt the wind take me up to greet the man who awaits his day....

I saw the smiles of the stars as the man blessed our sacred dances....

I saw my world unite as one, yet each unique cell a fresh unit of life....

I saw a place I could call home...

Not a shelter of man made sweat...

Not a specific land to hold as my own over others...

I saw home, in the heart of each tomorrow...

I felt that for once I belonged, loving my neighbor....

As my dream came to greet my today....

I saw one last glimpse of the man who blessed my sleep with his presence in the sky...

As the flames engulfed him, the burning man said, " This is no goodbye"

Tawnee Lynne

06-04-03

Tawnee Lynne · Post by **Tawnee Lynne** » Tue Sep 23, 2003 8:31 am

Contemplating Healing
Ok

So I am angry...

I said it.

I felt it.

I will it away

I channel it.

Why must humans seek to use their body for wrath?

To Heal..?!

When you really heal through something more tangible

More Colorful

More tasteful...

More Delicate

MIND

a beautiful tool

But most forget,

the mind is the foundation for everything.

MIND

It kills

It creates.

It divides,

It joins,

It's you.

Beautiful Mind is all.

Ok,

So I am sad

I bleed

I die

I groan

I reincarnate into a deeper intensity.

I say it

I write it

Why must I be it?

A sentence carried out by only me.

My mind,

Judge...jury...executioner

But wait!

Ok

So I am in love with life

I feel the butterflies

I seek the heartbeat

For once I sleep peacefully

I try not to need it.

I breathe the dream of it.

I said it.

Love.

My MIND

dream

torture

starvation

death

tears

the list is as endless as the MIND can extend.

My MIND

Built by bones titled " Love"

But wait

One more....

Ok,

So I have cancer

Leukemia

Leukemic Infiltration

Tumor

Death

9 months.

There I fucking said it.

My mind screams in anger!

Why does it have to end like this?

My mind sheds a tear in pain.

I have to accept the dismiss

My mind screams to be loved!

For here is my only chance

For if my mind cannot heal me...

I will no longer be able to dance.

Tawnee Lynne

Apollonaris Zeus · Post by **Apollonaris Zeus** » Sat Jul 10, 2004 10:13 pm

Tawny, come back I love you!

A II Z