Playa magic. Where can i give thanks?

[spartaxaria]

The man is profound. It gives me exactly what i need, when i need it...

I need to express my gratitude. While i know they feel it, I want to share this with others and have others share their experiences, cause its so beautiful it brings me to tears as i write this. Excuse my rambling i just need to get this off my chest in raw fashion.

Jenny, Chris, Effi, Jenn, Talia, and prob. most special was the lady i don't even know the name of. I will call her Angel. These people all showed me a part of myself that I haven't seen in a long time and its reasons like that that keep me coming back to burn. I almost couldn't handle the temple this year until Sunday (the above beautiful souls helped me get there). Angel taught me my most special lesson this year (as the rocking chair was getting burned), and it was all about "slut eyes". Lets just say Angel gave me a foundation to build upon one of my biggest blockages; the start to overcome something major. Angel saw it in my eyes, showed me how to confront it in her, and made me feel it. It all happened when i needed it most. Angel if you are reading this you are the only one who would know what i mean and I want you to know i haven't stopped cherishing you since that moment. I wish i could have told you so, I hope you know. Ill never forget you.

Jenny from Dublin thank you for my first healing experience this year. You are a powerful, beautiful woman and you really helped me soften an insecurity. If i ever get to spend my life with a woman like you i will be forever happy. You will find your equal and be blessed with that child you so desire.

Chris you helped me get through that tough battle while actually at the temple confronting it. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and letting me know i wasn't the only one who couldn't handle it. Sharing tears with an older stranger from a different walk of life was so rejuvinating. I hope you daughter gives you all the strength you need, keep her burning.

Effi thank you for making me realize my self value and that someone as beautiful as you is not out of my league. I have so much love for you already.

Jenn if it wasn't for you i may not have stopped what i was doing and started that journey to the temple. Im glad you stopped our chemistry and made me go, it was hard to see you walk away. Im so attracted to every part of you.

If this writing, of part of my rite of passage experience, touches one person then it wasn't wasted letters. There were true guardians out there this year... as always.

"when i wanna be the sluttiest is when i am the most prude"