Ironically last year ended up being one of the most traumatic experiences of my life, I went with what is now my worst relationship to date ex, and I can't explain at all just how it hit every painful excruciating worst thing I could think of happening all in one week. Serious rock bottom style. I usually consider myself a fairly stable, capable, non-insane person, but last year was a twilight zone of all of my ways of dealing and assumptions on how things can't go worse being wrong. ALL THIS SAID, it turns out that last years burn and the following 6 months were a life changing experience, in the most painful way I could imagine.VeganChoirGirl wrote:Hey AngelDanger...how did the burn go last year??? Did you concur your burnout?AngelDanger wrote:You all make Burning Man what it is, and god damn I am excited once more!!!
Key words here though, are life changing.
I can see much clearer now that I am MUCH farther on the path to being the happy, capable, stable person I thought I was then, wasn't, am not now, but now see that I am on, if not the right path then at least one I really like. I am running my own business,am doing well post-graduation june 2010, living stably, and doing better then I EVER have before. I am 23 and I am happy to see that life always continues to REALLY surprise me, which I always knew but had not experienced in such an extreme before.
I didn't mean to go on such a babble-fest, but there it is
I vowed to never do BM again, because I felt there was nothing there for me. I am happy to say I am going with my BEST friends, we are all WELL prepared, I an excited every day and am positive this will be my best burn since my first. Thanks for asking VCG!