Nice work joining a gym, Elliot. Exercise can help alleviate stress and depression for many, especially if you get into a habit. I personally zone out quite well while I exercise (music helps) and am less likely to dwell on things. It makes for a nice break.
That said, my fitness update: I've been completely stir crazy for the last 6 weeks or so--life has been astonishingly stressful, and I haven't been able to run. (Well . . . I've risked it twice, and each time I regretted it). I'm trying to avoid aggravating a foot injury which I'd exacerbated by wearing crappy shoes, and some other factors. It's kind of worthless for me to see a doctor about it without popping Advil, wearing better shoes, & taking a break from foot-centric exercise
first, because a smart doctor would say first, "Try NOT RUNNING for 6 weeks." So I've been doing some yoga & dance instead--although admittedly not enough of these to keep in shape, because I'm stubborn and I admit . . . not being able to run just makes me want to run more.
Thursday I decided to work out on an elliptical trainer (with actually a lot of worry) but stayed on the machine for 40 minutes without pain that day
or the next. So maybe I'm healing. I don't wanna get careless though, so it's dance again on Monday, and not on the balls of my feet either. (I regretted it the last time.) And I suppose as a swimmer from way back, I
could talk myself into the pool. I do better with a team though.
I eat well, but I guess I have to eat even more vegetables, if exercise can't be 60-65% of the effort like it normally is.
If I can just heal up, I am not going to take my reasonable good health for granted ever again.