Simply Joel wrote:hell, i'd like to see all of you naked... the big equalizer... nudity...
Then you haven't seen me naked. You'd probably change your mind on that one.
Good luck Kristy. I lived in Pahrump for about 8 months. One evening, after work in Las Vegas, I stopped by a 'locals' style casino and managed to win a jackpot while farting around (I don't gamble much). Stoked and slightly buzzed, I drove the 45 minutes back to Pahrump.
While passing by the Venus 'Message Parlor' in town, I stopped on a whim. I had the extra money, time on my hands, and I'm up for new experiences. I was somewhat shy (I tend to be around women) but I rang the bell on the fence and waited. After about 5 minutes I started back to my car when a baeutiful petite brunette with big blue eyes came to the door and talked me out of getting into my car. We went inside, I paid the money at some point, and we had our fun.
Then we sat back and talked. It was a weeknight, so no one else showed up. Ended up talking until dawn about politics, shared favorite authors, views of life, etc. I ended up coming by a couple times a week, snuck in the front door, and we would just lie toghether and talk (no money involved). This could have gotten her in a LOT of trouble, but she did it anyways. We talked on the phone for hours when not toghether, and whenever she had 'free time'- we would meet up in Vegas, get a room, and spend the weekend toghether. Weird thing is, in the three months we spent toghether, we only had sex twice (once paid- once not). Not a big deal, she just couldn't get away enough- and she couldn't do it at the brothel without getting paid.
It wasn't expected, nor was it going to last. She was getting money up for her business in Los Angeles and I was heading back to college in the desert. But the months we spent toghether were wonderful. It broke both our hearts, but we split and went our seperate ways- knowing we would never cross paths again.
This was a valuable learning experience for me. I got to hear about the sneers in the grocery stores, the insults when in town, and how to approach the profession without it killing off who you are. I was surprised at how often she said she actually 'did it'. A lot of husbands, etc would look for what their wives WOULDN'T do. A good prostitute/porn star/stripper/etc. has to be comfortable with their bodies, enjoy sex and people, and are usually big extrovert flirts. Otherwise, its a dead-end job that slowly erodes the libido and starts a downward spiral of self-loathing.
At least on this board, Kristy- you seem like you have the right attitude and personality to be a pleasure to 'do business' with. You can't change the way you are and you shouldn't even try. It's too bad I'm not going anymore, I would have loved to meet you- if nothing more than to chat. There are plenty of camps that I think you would enjoy. SnuggleTown and the PolyDomes are two camps that come to mind. Jennifer Steele (porn star) had a firespinning'+' camp and I heard tell that she had some interesting things happening that you would have liked. Look her up online and maybe shoot her an Email.
Give'em hell girl. You'll find what you're looking for out there, and fuckem if they don't like what you do. They can play with themselves in a Coleman tent while you're enjoying yourself.