Jagged Texas redneck blown away by SEXY Jewish backpacker

[zeigen]

More than five years have passed now since M. Joe took his life. I don't know why, but I think about his journey often.

RIP, M. Joe. Your spirit helps us build, and when the temple burns, part of our silence is for you.

[kiboy]

Just read this all at about 3am cause I can't sleep. Insomnia. What an emotional ride this was. But having lived with depression I can understand how this all turned out. Joe was a good man. Good hearted men take things deeply into their hearts. Sometimes that's just too painful and they can't continue. I honor his decision as a free man. I never met him and I'll never meet him but I surely miss him. And many other wonderful humans that I will never get to know about. RIP to all of them. Bye Joe.

[Omitimo]

Ah Dammit! I skipped to last page just to see if it was still a thing.
So So sad now.
I think I will go back to 2nd page now.

[Timezone LaFontaine]

Read through the whole story. Wondering if I'll do anything other than stare off in the distance for the rest of the day.

[BootKickingStrumpet]

I am going through a different but similar experience at the OP of this thread had gone. It saddens me to read that he took his own life. I wanted to PM him. I will leave what I had wanted to write here:

May your soul rest in peace. This was my first year at BM and it rocked me to my core and opened up so many parts of myself that had been walled off for so long. Unfortunatly it is not meant to be with the person I had a short time with that opened my heart again. And it hurts me as I feel emotions on a roller coaster that is the change BM has brought to my life. Your story touches me as it relates to the after process of your experience and how you were able to find your footing in the aftermath of your playamance (playa romance).

I want to love and be loved. Though the timing in my life is not quite there yet. I have no idea if I will ever find someone....but I will always be thankful for the experience I had. Thank you for this thread and may others find comfort in it as I have.

[kiboy]

The Man can rock your world in so many ways, that is for sure. I always imagined running into my dream girl out there but it never happened. Nothing has lasted in the default world. (Mostly my fault truth be known) Best of luck my friend.