Fuck!

[unjonharley]

Fuck cancer, again.

Plus

[Lonesomebri]

I have no cure, wouldn't be able to tell the difference between a cancer cluster and healthy cells in an xray.....but I know how I feel.
Hate, anger, and sadness. It's not enough but it is all I have. Fuck cancer. And on that, I think we can all agree.

[BootKickingStrumpet]

Fuck I'm sorry bootkickingstrumpet. Hope the surgery goes well

Thanks to everyone for their kind words. It really helps. Yet again, FUCK CANCER...preferably in its ass with a rusty chain-saw.

[lextacy]

I love the word Fuck!

[lucky420]

It's the best fucking word

[AntiM]

Fuck cancer sideways with a chainsaw.

In other news, I have another fucking hernia off the side of my mesh. That means more surgery, without a doubt. Fuck that.

[Madgirl]

Fuck, AntiM, sorry to hear that. Hope it's an easy fix and a quick recovery.

[ygmir]

fucking sorry AntiM. I've heard of a very large, preventative mesh.........maybe ask about that?

[unjonharley]

Fuck cancer sideways with a chainsaw.

In other news, I have another fucking hernia off the side of my mesh. That means more surgery, without a doubt. Fuck that.

That sucks.. Can you fuck over the mesh makers? Sound like they need a good......

[Joeln]

Best wishes for you AntiM!

Oh yeah - fuck health problems!!

[sadie]

Fuck, AntiM...not something you want to hear...sorry.

[AntiM]

fucking sorry AntiM. I've heard of a very large, preventative mesh.........maybe ask about that?

Oh, fuck yes, there are two of those in there. I'm fat, which makes things prone to letting go. They say exercise. But the very exercises which would help me lose weight place stress on the abdomen, even swimming or walking. I feel very fucking frustrated and defeated.

[BootKickingStrumpet]

fucking sorry AntiM. I've heard of a very large, preventative mesh.........maybe ask about that?

Oh, fuck yes, there are two of those in there. I'm fat, which makes things prone to letting go. They say exercise. But the very exercises which would help me lose weight place stress on the abdomen, even swimming or walking. I feel very fucking frustrated and defeated.

Fucking hell AntiM...any word on a surgery date?

[Mojojita]

Fuck!!!! So sorry Anti M. You have had to go through that just too many times. Maybe they should install a zipper?

One of my burner sons has had a badly broken thumb since last April that just was not healing despite being in a cast for the last 6 months. He had fucking surgery again a couple of days ago and this time, with a bone graft, maybe we will get some bone regrowth.

[tatonka]

I heard about mesh's failing ,so I asked to have it sewn up old fashion way. She said she was the only one around that new the way, and asked me if it was ok if they could do a class for the younger doc's to show them how its done. Hope ya recover quick , last surgery the drug they put me under with was great , when I woke up I was smiling and everyone was so nice Been cleaning the house up ,and finding more art to bring to ya , so stay healthy and will see ya next year

[pink]

Fuck, another friend died yesterday. Very sick, drinking with hep C. But someone that helped me a shit-ton when I was getting divorced (and she was sober). Sweet dreams, Jeri.

[BootKickingStrumpet]

Fuck, Pink. So sorry for your loss.

[AntiM]

I heard about mesh's failing ,so I asked to have it sewn up old fashion way. She said she was the only one around that new the way, and asked me if it was ok if they could do a class for the younger doc's to show them how its done. Hope ya recover quick , last surgery the drug they put me under with was great , when I woke up I was smiling and everyone was so nice Been cleaning the house up ,and finding more art to bring to ya , so stay healthy and will see ya next year

Fuck, after my colon cancer surgery, the old fashioned internal stitching failed on me, starting me down the hernia path. When I went to the burn in '04, not only was I two days off radiation treatment for my breast cancer, but I was sporting a huge six month old hernia from the colon cancer surgery. They could not go after the hernia until they finished treatment on the breast cancer. It didn't hurt much, and no one told me it could become life threatening at any moment. Ignorance is fucking bliss.

(Yes, two discrete cancers in one year. Even better, the colon one was a rare type, my doc nearly missed it.)

I fucking burn until I die. I may not party hardest, or longest, and I may not go big, but I fucking burn. No worries, the art goes on.

[lucky420]

Fuck yeah you do ^^^

[Elorrum]

Fucking A, Anti M. Stay tough.
Fucking sorry to hear that Pink. Cunning baffling powerful.

[ygmir]

fuckin sorry Pink........dang it, the older we get, the more of our friends die...........

and AntiM: you fuckin need it, I'll build you a sedan chair and we can "Cleopatra" you around.......fuck yeah!!

[tatonka]

dam forgot the fuck in last post fuck

[^Rhino!]

"I fucking burn until I die. I may not party hardest, or longest, and I may not go big, but I fucking burn. No worries, the art goes on."

AntiM, I love you. That goes in my heart in perpetuity.

[shroom]

Fuck my 12 1/2 year old dog died. She is the oldest pet I've ever had, such a sweet pretty girl. She was half great dane and half something else, she looked like a great dane that stayed about black lab size. I will miss my sweet Bella.

[unjonharley]

aw fuck, (shroom)

[lucky420]

(((Shroom))). So tough, I'm so sorry for your loss. This sucks

[Thecatman]

I feel your pain shroom. We lost Stinky this morning. We had her almost 15 years.
((((shroom)))) RIP Bella

[sadie]

(((Shroom))) fuck...so sorry

and (((Thecatman)))...you too...

RIP Bella and Stinky..

[ygmir]

so fuckin sorry, Shroom........damn I know the sting

[theCryptofishist]

Shroom, from the kitchen comes the sound of the four-year-old pit crunching kibble. Sweet, sweet dog (unless you're a cat or some other form of chew toy), and the way he romps--I think it's good for the middle aged self, and middle aged housemate.

And there I was earlier today, thinking about grey muzzles and stiff legs and how much I will miss him when he goes. Dogs are so intense for humans. Not an easy bond to let go of in the end.

Not fucking looking forwards to it, and sorry for your loss.