Fuck!

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:15 pm

Rian Jackson wrote:
samtzu wrote:Yer' on, Joel...

And now....

FUCKING CORPORATE SCHMUCKS!!!!

I've been dealing with "not my job" all fucking day....

fuck....
i'd help ya out, babe, but it's not my job.

You help me out just by being yourself... I do appreciate it...

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:19 pm

pssssst. i'm trying to be a smart-ass here!

CoworkerLurker · Post by **CoworkerLurker** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:25 pm

... and he gets back at you by ignoring your attempt.

oh and fuck

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:25 pm

Rian Jackson wrote:pssssst. i'm trying to be a smart-ass here!

Okay... I just feel like shit and I'm not feeling very witty... 50% of my wit appears to be missing.... which has been noted before...

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:25 pm

Sorry... I'm posting slow, too.... gack...

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:26 pm

rat bastards.

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:26 pm

I need a fucking hug...

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:27 pm

fucking hug:

))))))))))))))))SAM(((((((((((((((((((

it's even orange.

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:31 pm

Thanks, Sweetie... I really needed that...

right now, though, I'm gnawing through my ankle and escaping this place... excuse me... this fucking place...

Later...

Lydia Love · Post by **Lydia Love** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 5:12 pm

Oh for the love of fuck... why the fuck would I do something as foolish as read outside of "Fuck" and "The Bar"??

Now I'm fucking irritated.

Sensei · Post by **Sensei** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 5:13 pm

Have you been reading that bisexuality thread again, Lydia? I thought we talked about that...

CoworkerLurker · Post by **CoworkerLurker** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 5:16 pm

Well, after last night, she did start having questions....

CoworkerLurker · Post by **CoworkerLurker** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 5:17 pm

...I mean fucking questions.

er, so to speak

CoworkerLurker · Post by **CoworkerLurker** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 5:20 pm

Rian Jackson wrote:'vertical love only'
about as reasonable as a deranged antelope.
BEWARE THE TILT-A-WHIRL!

BEWARE VERTICAL LOVE WITH DERANGED ANTELOPES ON TILT-A-WHIRLS!!!

Fuck. I would have to see how her sig line could happen all at once.

Beware, though.

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 9:57 am

Mom got a call from my exhusband (the paranoid schizo among other things, he does not have my phone number). He has been released from hte yankee institution, loaded with medications, made his way back to my hometown, is working at BKing there, and would like to talk to our oldest today please, it being her birthday. I'm looking at the number where he is staying.

That phone call closely followed by one from his father, describing the tremor he now has and the flat affect from all the medication.

Hard as hell to know what's best for her: birthday phone call or no birthday phone call.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck (that's what got me into this fucking predicament in the first place, fuck).

theCryptofishist · Post by **theCryptofishist** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 10:07 am

gigglesnort wrote:Mom got a call from my exhusband (the paranoid schizo among other things, he does not have my phone number). He has been released from hte yankee institution, loaded with medications, made his way back to my hometown, is working at BKing there, and would like to talk to our oldest today please, it being her birthday. I'm looking at the number where he is staying.

That phone call closely followed by one from his father, describing the tremor he now has and the flat affect from all the medication.

Hard as hell to know what's best for her: birthday phone call or no birthday phone call.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck (that's what got me into this fucking predicament in the first place, fuck).

F*ck GS--don't know what to say. Mental Illness is a bear from the inside and from the outside.

Sandwichman · Post by **Sandwichman** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 10:20 am

Giggle, if your oldest is making any decisions this is one you should pose to them. Give some of the facts of why you are concerned as long as you can keep emotions out of the equation then et the child decide.

I have never spoken to my real father and at this point if given the chance I would definitely do it, even at the chance that he was in a very bad place in his life. That is just my opinion in it though.

Jason

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 10:23 am

Sandwichman wrote:Giggle, if your oldest is making any decisions this is one you should pose to them. Give some of the facts of why you are concerned as long as you can keep emotions out of the equation then et the child decide.

I have never spoken to my real father and at this point if given the chance I would definitely do it, even at the chance that he was in a very bad place in his life. That is just my opinion in it though.

Jason

That is great advice, Sandwich; I think that's just exactly what I'll do.

robbidobbs · Post by **robbidobbs** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 8:38 pm

Fuck!
I can't figure out how to re-post my avatar. Can't get the damn pic to be small, then save to fucking jay-peg or whatever.

Fuck.

I hate computers.

Rabbi Dali Rick · Post by **Rabbi Dali Rick** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 6:32 am

Fuck!!!!!! Giggles. What a hard place to be in. I am with Sandwichman, never met my father he never really wanted and he was sane, lived in the same city, had a great job, and he would not have had to interface with my mother. I never met my father. On the other hand you have a man even through all of his psycosis has an unstoppable desire to be with his kids, dispite you, the drugs, and al et. al. Hell he even got a job a BK to prove at least he's no bum. But he had the good sense to fall in love with you and have you grace his life if for only a small moment. How fucked up can he really be. A phone call, and may be some medically chaparoned visits. I would suggest which type of doctor but that is where my sensable advice stops and suggust you seek knowledgable advisors. He may be in a bad place in his life, this is in no way means that he is a bad person but being the parent and the ex-lover situation and all it is still wise to err on the side of caution (or what everthat means, just be careful). The daily headlines are filled with these types that have gone the wrong way. and finally.... What do you think is fair?

you're bestest pal,
the rebbi

PS.- My mother told me my father was a controlling, violent, asshole who did not respect her, so their are always two sides to every story, hers, his and the truth. It would be nice, now that I'm older, to hear his side, but I, at this point could care less one way or another.

[*FUCK FUCK FUCK

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 7:17 am

Rebbi~
Thanks for reminding me of something that is never far from my mind when dealing with this man, which is I have always seen hte spirit in bondage in the core of him adn loved him deeply. He loves his girls, and being a girl who missed her crazy daddy tremendously despite what little violence I could recall from my mostly blacked out childhood, I have yearned to support that connection.

His unpredictability has increased over time as I have learned to shed victim-mind. He has been in and out of trying to be in hte kids lives, but the last few times have gotten progressivly more bizarre, the last including police involvement at the girls' school.

I told my rosebud last night the situation, and she wants to talk to him, so I will call from another location today; visiting will continue to be supervised only.

I have further learned that he is staying at the local druggie motel, so sadly, I am sure it will only be a matter of time before he goes off again anyway.

And, happy fucking Thanksgiving ya'll!

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 7:22 am

robbidobbs wrote:Fuck!
I can't figure out how to re-post my avatar. Can't get the damn pic to be small, then save to fucking jay-peg or whatever.

Fuck.

I hate computers.

I have a love/hate relationship with them myself, fuckin computer/ignorance.

Rob the Wop · Post by **Rob the Wop** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 9:44 am

gigglesnort wrote:
robbidobbs wrote:Fuck!
I can't figure out how to re-post my avatar. Can't get the damn pic to be small, then save to fucking jay-peg or whatever.

Fuck.

I hate computers.
I have a love/hate relationship with them myself, fuckin computer/ignorance.

It's one sided, believe me. Computers loved nothing living.

It's because we know where their ON/OFF switch is and they don't fucking know where ours is.

tonytohono · Post by **tonytohono** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 11:41 am

and here I was thinking...

Oh fuck it.

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 11:59 am

WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS COME FROM?

Post by **AntiM** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 12:02 pm

Old fuck, new fuck,

WTF? WTFO? Who gives a fuck? Why take a flying fuck at a rolling donut?

tonytohono · Post by **tonytohono** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 12:07 pm

Pretty fucking weird...

Sensei · Post by **Sensei** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 8:06 pm

Fuck.

No reason. Just like sayin' it.

Bambi of Finland · Post by **Bambi of Finland** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 8:25 pm

Fuck ... I feel so dirty when i say it.

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Fri Nov 26, 2004 11:14 am

fuck!! the eplaya burped, and on a dead day at work! i almost died!!

Fuck!

.....FUCK...FUCK....FUCK!