The Bar

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:02 pm

Sensei wrote:And you know how I take my cherries, too; don't ya?

Dress warm, you crazy bastards. It's going to be colder and wetter than Portland, I'm afraid...

Colder and wetter than Portland? Yikes! Maybe the kilt is out, this time...

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:03 pm

Sensei wrote:And you know how I take my cherries, too; don't ya?

Dress warm, you crazy bastards. It's going to be colder and wetter than Portland, I'm afraid...

warm schmarm.... gimme naked santas!

Woodrow · Post by **Woodrow** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:06 pm

... Will it be cold enough to freeze off the little guys that hang out with me?... they want to know...
... Yeah! HOW COLD?!.... .... YEAH! COLD!.....

BlueBirdPoof · Post by **BlueBirdPoof** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:08 pm

Woodrow wrote:... Will it be cold enough to freeze off the little guys that hang out with me?... they want to know...
... Yeah! HOW COLD?!.... .... YEAH! COLD!.....

*very busy preening*

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:09 pm

Life just escalated to nightmare status. I wanna go home and cry now.

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:09 pm

[very concerned]rian, talk to me... what's going on???[/very concerned]

Sensei · Post by **Sensei** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:11 pm

helitack · Post by **helitack** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:12 pm

It depends on the location of the piercing.

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:14 pm

helitack wrote:It depends on the location of the piercing.

is this still about the prince albert? If it is, hon, there's only one place a prince albert goes...

ask woodrow...

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:15 pm

samtzu wrote:
Sensei wrote:And you know how I take my cherries, too; don't ya?

Dress warm, you crazy bastards. It's going to be colder and wetter than Portland, I'm afraid...
Colder and wetter than Portland? Yikes! Maybe the kilt is out, this time...

how am i going to tell you apart from all those other santas then?? that was the only way i could find you in Portland... that and the fact that I'm at about waist level to you, anyway...

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:16 pm

well, talked to the boy re: tonight. made the mistake of telling him why i wasn't jumping to come over.

he starts in on how he had no idea (i didn't want to dump it on him because he couldn't deal with it) even though i'd tested the waters - mentioned the, um, personal mess from this week and how much it was tearing me up, and then yesterday, and he either laghed (in the first case) or ignored it (in the second). The man hadn't even had a spare moment to really ask or care how i've been for seven days.

and so he starts in on how it's my fault about... well, that shit i talked to you about earlier this week, Guin, because i 'let' this person create drama... and i'm sitting here going, um, no, and besides, laughing at me is not an appropriate response' and he lights into me. I just dropped the phone. I was gonna start crying otherwise. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT SHIT TO ME AT WORK!!!

i'm trying to be fucking honest and he's mad at me - as in, pouting and not going to go to santacon because i'm not *just* spending it with him - because i haven't completely marked my calendar for the days he says he told me he was off (i have no recollection of this) this weekend.

fuckin' a. i don't know what's going to happen now, honestly. i'm pretty convinced he's angry as hell for hanging up on him. but fuck.... heaven forbit i be honest about where i am to complete lack of emotional support.

i wanna be a hermit.

i hate people.

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:18 pm

Rian. do you wanna come over and just 'be' and watch movies tonight??

I'm dead-stinkin'-serious. You're more than welcome, and I have no plans tonight.....

BlueBirdPoof · Post by **BlueBirdPoof** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:20 pm

Rian Jackson wrote: i hate people.

Just remember, parakeets and fishes send you thier love.

Rian Jackson · Post by **Rian Jackson** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:25 pm

jeebuz, sorry about all those typos. i'm a teensy bit upset.

*sigh* i'm supposed to go to a meeting so i'll have to see.
but yes, i do want to.

ok, i'm seriously gonna go cry in - 6 minutes. really really hard.

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:27 pm

i wanna be a hermit.

i hate people.

Ahhh... enlightenment begins....

Cuddle up with Miss Guin tonight, Sweetie... it will be better...

....I've got a copy of "Preditor" if you guys want to watch a really rawkin' movie!....

Shaddup!

helitack · Post by **helitack** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:28 pm

You can always call here too, OK?

BlueBirdPoof · Post by **BlueBirdPoof** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:29 pm

Wash your face and take a deep breath.

I got a "Viagra" hat at the Division's white elephant gift exchange at the xmas party today.

There--isn't that worth a tiny smile?

*soft cheep in ear*

stuart · Post by **stuart** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:30 pm

i'd throw my name in as well, but, well, heh

DBL Vodka, neat

samtzu · Post by **samtzu** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:35 pm

Is that Viagra hat a 'small'

'Cause, with Viagra, it's always nice to have a little head...

... Bad-da-dump!!.... I'm here all week...

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:39 pm

well, Rian.. you know my number. Call me, or just show up. Seriously.

(is this one of those times that you need me to just drag you over?)

And, besides, sometimes it's GOOD to cry. You know this. Just have a good hard cry, and that'll probably feel better...

regynalonglank · Post by **regynalonglank** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:39 pm

yeah, you know Rian i think i am about to get a face full of that shit myself, and frankly i'm not looking forward to it. i am, like an idiot, planning to bring a boy on my annual new years camping trip in the desert and somehow i am not getting the feeling that he's going to be the low maintenance travel partner i am going to wish he was...total set up for disaster. what the heck was i thinking! here i had this whole week to myself with the hottie climber boys, no kid, no ex, no problems. and i had to go and muck it up with some wanna be bf. yikes. you are my nightmare about to happen. i feel for ya girl...complications are just complicated. no fun.

i'll skip the it could be worse, you could be juggling nobody speech...but i am giving it to myself, just so you know :)

damn, where is that vodka? and did i ever come back from the back? i think continuity wise i'm still back there a few times with different people, some of whom never even went back there...am i still out there? and am i also here? yikes! talk about complicated...just gimme a drink!

Sensei · Post by **Sensei** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:41 pm

I know this ain't the confession thread, but damn, I just gots to confess it feels pretty nice to be my own damned emotional support. Not that I'm good at it or anything, it's just nice not to have to rely... This skill can be learned... The hard way only, though.

How about another Coke? Two cherries, please.

BlueBirdPoof · Post by **BlueBirdPoof** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:42 pm

samtzu wrote:Is that Viagra hat a 'small'

'Cause, with Viagra, it's always nice to have a little head...

... Bad-da-dump!!.... I'm here all week...

Adjustable.

*goes back to preening*

stuart · Post by **stuart** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:44 pm

set up for disaster

stop!

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:46 pm

[count from sesame voice]AH AH AH AH AHHH[/count from sesame voice][lightning strike, thunder]

stuart · Post by **stuart** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:46 pm

wrong log in GS

GuinivereElise · Post by **GuinivereElise** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:46 pm

Sensei wrote:I know this ain't the confession thread, but damn, I just gots to confess it feels pretty nice to be my own damned emotional support. Not that I'm good at it or anything, it's just nice not to have to rely... This skill can be learned... The hard way only, though.

How about another Coke? Two cherries, please.

You know what, though, Sensei? [Singing] everbody needs somebody sometime [/singing]

And, while it can be nice to be your own support system, sometimes it gets lonely when you're riding that train all by yourself. Especially when the people in your life who are SUPPOSED to WANT to care enough about you to care about your problems too are too busy with thier own shit to even THINK about caring about yours.

What I'm saying is that, while I know what you're talking about, it also comes out kinda harsh for Rian to hear you say that right now...

did I just babble??

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:46 pm

well, something like that, anyway.

regynalonglank · Post by **regynalonglank** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:47 pm

stuart wrote:
set up for disaster
stop!

too late my friend, the wheels are in motion. i didn't technically invite him along for the camping trip, i just said i would come visit him on the way down. but i have been trying to get him to come camping with us for years, so i can't really say no now...besides, we had a blast when he came to visit a few weeks ago. i'm just being greedy really. the bird in the hand, birds in my bush...let em all go and see where they fly, that's what i say!

gigglesnort · Post by **gigglesnort** » Thu Dec 09, 2004 4:47 pm

oh gawd! I'm so confused!