But, if I had the money for a room and access to a kitchen, I'd do it all again — if only for the people!
And now my cat is trying to sneak a grab of my dinner so off I go again! —
Fuck!
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Dear, bear in mind that in order to lay out those legendary spreads, I usually missed most of Saturday's events — I'd be back in my home kitchen, cooking up a storm and racing around to the local Safeway to pick up ingredients and spending altogether too much money ;D
But, if I had the money for a room and access to a kitchen, I'd do it all again — if only for the people!
And now my cat is trying to sneak a grab of my dinner so off I go again! —
But, if I had the money for a room and access to a kitchen, I'd do it all again — if only for the people!
And now my cat is trying to sneak a grab of my dinner so off I go again! —
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I know. I'm just fuckin' with ya.diane o'thirst wrote:Dear, bear in mind that in order to lay out those legendary spreads, I usually missed most of Saturday's events — I'd be back in my home kitchen, cooking up a storm and racing around to the local Safeway to pick up ingredients and spending altogether too much money ;D
But, if I had the money for a room and access to a kitchen, I'd do it all again — if only for the people!
Anything purple is mine. Anything else can be dyed or painted.
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I have FUCKING had it.
J left an hour and a fucking half ago to pick his g/f (my boss) up and bring her back to the hotel.
I haven't heard from either of them.
Correction: I just called her. They're JUST leaving to come back now.
This makes {counts} four and a half hours I have spent in this room with NO BACKUP.
J let me run down to the dealers room before it closed - and I was gone maybe half an hour, because I wasn't going to leave HIM alone at the beginning of the dinner shift.
I start a week-long temp assignment in twelve and a half hours. I wanted to be home an hour ago, so I could decompress and SLEEP.
I AM NOT FUCKING HAPPY.
*pause*
Okay, I now have three members of con security (including their medic) discussing the finer points of how to effectively slit your wrists. I'm laughing now.
But I'm still fuckin' pissed.
J left an hour and a fucking half ago to pick his g/f (my boss) up and bring her back to the hotel.
I haven't heard from either of them.
Correction: I just called her. They're JUST leaving to come back now.
This makes {counts} four and a half hours I have spent in this room with NO BACKUP.
J let me run down to the dealers room before it closed - and I was gone maybe half an hour, because I wasn't going to leave HIM alone at the beginning of the dinner shift.
I start a week-long temp assignment in twelve and a half hours. I wanted to be home an hour ago, so I could decompress and SLEEP.
I AM NOT FUCKING HAPPY.
*pause*
Okay, I now have three members of con security (including their medic) discussing the finer points of how to effectively slit your wrists. I'm laughing now.
But I'm still fuckin' pissed.
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It fucking sucks. I don't know if I can do this. I am a fucking emotional wreck. The day my daughter got her car creamed, I cheated and smoked 3. I am majorly stressing over this because we only have liability, but the lady hit Samantha, but there were no witnesses. I have this awful fear that we are just gonna get fucked up the ass on this. I still owe my mom $1200 on the car loan. Why the fuck didn't I get full coverage?!! Oh yeah, that's right...I got what the state required of me, I got what I could afford. Fuck.gigglesnort wrote:How's the fuck!ing nicotine withdrawal today, Donita?
Yesterday I smoked 4. This morning I told myself, "DO NOT stop at that store and get a pack!" And the other voice in my head said, "Oh, fuck you! If I don't have one, I'm gonna fucking kill someone." On top of it all, Aunt Flo came to visit this morning. I'm a mess. A big fucking mess.
Thanks for asking.
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I slept almost ten hours last night. (Which is more than the previous two nights combined, but that's a con for you.)
My knee is still fucking swollen. And this temp gig is a filing job, which means standing all day. Great.
I'm nervous as fuck about it, too. I mean, I haven't had any sort of job in seven months, and haven't had an office job in almost a decade - and I got let go from my last one of them. (It was a bad fit, and we both knew it.)
*looks at clock* Fuck, I should get on the road.
My knee is still fucking swollen. And this temp gig is a filing job, which means standing all day. Great.
I'm nervous as fuck about it, too. I mean, I haven't had any sort of job in seven months, and haven't had an office job in almost a decade - and I got let go from my last one of them. (It was a bad fit, and we both knew it.)
*looks at clock* Fuck, I should get on the road.
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Alright, Monkeypoo! Hang in there, sister! Fighting the dominions of death (aka quitting smoking) is not for the weak-hearted. Long live hte resistance!Donita wrote:Addendum: I may be a mess at times, but I am one strong woman who won't let the bastards get me down, god-fucking-dammit!! There. Now I feel better.Donita wrote:I'm a mess. A big fucking mess.
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My only advice: When I quit smoking I waited until I knew I was ready, then I just redefined myself as a 'non-smoker' and went from there. I 'didn't smoke'. Of course, I was an absolute asshole for five days, but I didn't smoke. When the body screamed out for a cigar, I just said, "Naw, I don't smoke." It worked for me at the time...
...of course, I've started again, but I went five years without smoking...
...of course, I've started again, but I went five years without smoking...
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Donita — you don't have to go it alone. Go to Whole Foods or similar, and pick up a bottle of Bach's Rescue Remedy. It's an amber bottle with a yellow label. They're about $12 but it'll last you a good month, which is plenty enough to get you off the formaldehyde-arsenic-mercury-cyanide sticks.
Rescue Remedy kicks bad feelings <i>fast</i>, like almost instantly. I used to guzzle the stuff when I was doing the jobsearch and getting nothing but air silence and, worse, "No, sorry, good luck"s.
Also, keep this in mind. Everytime you think about buying a pack, visualize Jesse Helms pocketing the cash, cracking that obnoxious smirk of his and leering, "Thank you, Donita!" Because you KNOW that corrupt old fucker's on the take from the tobacco industry lobby...
Rescue Remedy kicks bad feelings <i>fast</i>, like almost instantly. I used to guzzle the stuff when I was doing the jobsearch and getting nothing but air silence and, worse, "No, sorry, good luck"s.
Also, keep this in mind. Everytime you think about buying a pack, visualize Jesse Helms pocketing the cash, cracking that obnoxious smirk of his and leering, "Thank you, Donita!" Because you KNOW that corrupt old fucker's on the take from the tobacco industry lobby...
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Lydia Love wrote:oh god, i need to find something to fucking do and get myself out of my own fucking skull tonight.
or i just need a little blunt force trauma right to the back of the head.
i'd just get in my truck and drive... somewhere... but even though i haven't been drinking i'm not sure i can safely operate a vehicle.
i've been shaking for hours and hours and i can't fucking stop. i can't stand people and i can't stand my own company.
oh for the love of fuck if i could just sleep for a while.
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Oops, all my text missing on that earlier quote...Lydia Love wrote:oh god, i need to find something to fucking do and get myself out of my own fucking skull tonight.
or i just need a little blunt force trauma right to the back of the head.
i'd just get in my truck and drive... somewhere... but even though i haven't been drinking i'm not sure i can safely operate a vehicle.
i've been shaking for hours and hours and i can't fucking stop. i can't stand people and i can't stand my own company.
oh for the love of fuck if i could just sleep for a while.
You wouldn't HAVE these feelings if you didn't start up big fights with people who didn't DO anything to you, and you didn't DO criminal things to them to piss them off. Don't smash your head, examine the thing closely, straighten it out, and be cool.
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Lydia when the fuck did you write that? Fire ceremonies for you girl!Captain Goddammit wrote:Oops, all my text missing on that earlier quote...Lydia Love wrote:oh god, i need to find something to fucking do and get myself out of my own fucking skull tonight.
or i just need a little blunt force trauma right to the back of the head.
i'd just get in my truck and drive... somewhere... but even though i haven't been drinking i'm not sure i can safely operate a vehicle.
i've been shaking for hours and hours and i can't fucking stop. i can't stand people and i can't stand my own company.
oh for the love of fuck if i could just sleep for a while.
You wouldn't HAVE these feelings if you didn't start up big fights with people who didn't DO anything to you, and you didn't DO criminal things to them to piss them off. Don't smash your head, examine the thing closely, straighten it out, and be cool.
"We'll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believe is false."- William Casey, CIA Director 1981