Aboss from Winking Lotus where is you be?

[Elemental666]

Sorry if I spelled your name wrong. Anyhow, I'm one of the two fire performers that lit your camp up on wednesday night, you ended up following us around all night and chilling at our camp after sunrise! I introduced you to my brother Nasu in the stary night, I know you remember that Anyhow, drop me a pm so we can chat!

[abuzz]

Aho Mataquiaas! I complained to him, you know. The night of the tribute.
I complained to him before the sun left us, that all his friends knew him. And I said my salaams twice - knowing that a gentleman will not let the opportunity of a third unanswered salaam come. And I knew it would come to pass, as Liz had mentioned the winds. And it was later that the sands came, and passed. And I said my Salaams, and Roger spun, (and even received a chaff on his mustache!) and I drummed to wild abandon! (Even damaged our Gong! Not to mention my dear drum with the prayer of Solomon carved..)

I so wanted to be at the Cauldron that night. 10 PM I was counting to. Yet when I looked at the map (which is why I'd rather have been _with_ someone - like Josh the next night..) I didn't see any cauldron. And then I remembered what Liz and the gang had said, that beginning at the Cauldron at Center camp, they will begin spinning and continue to Nasu's Temple, before heading out to the man.. So I held our space, waiting - hoping - expecting - for the fire to pass by, and for me to join the people I desired to be with. And people spun, many lovely strangers including the beautiful quartet from your side of the Playa (_and_ one named Geneva, hoori among men who is beyond words!) while I danced as absolute and utter chaos. And others, many of whom played and spun, and we held the space of our massive couldron which you are aware of. (And a wild staff appeared, which is now mine.) And yet I waited for the fire to pass.. - for Nasu's tribute to make me a part of it - and I felt this energy inside me (then attributed to the desire to be among Nasu's friends, yet later learned to be the fire within..) which caused me to dance the same way as the Sunrise Dance at 10 & Fetish on Wednesday morning.. The same blessed day you mentioned.. before Coyote camp. I danced through sunrise again brotha man!! And prayed, like last time. And held the three couldrons infront of the Winking Lotus stupa, lovingly feeding the two I had made.. yet massively feeding the big one which held friends, and friends past.. and yet more.. I know it. I was there. @@

I was smiling that morning as I went out onto the playa to say my dawn prayer.. no longer sad at having missed the tribute and the circles. I had a comforted heart, knowing that my grievance was a grievance no more.. :-)

I have written of the divine experience, and what followed, which was so much more brotha maan.. I am inviting you - begging if you're not certain - to come to this URL: http://superman.naseeb.com and actually set up a profile if you want to continue reading what's excerpted. (I have another ID there as BuzzAZ. For later.) Both profiles are writing a joint article about the fire within, and Finding God On De Playa.

If I have your email address, I'll send you an invite to this site, so that you are within my circle and can comment on my articles. I am [email protected] Write bro.. I knew you would find me.. I was comforted..

Left my 'letting go' apprehensions on the blessed Playa.. ;^}
Aho!