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PurpleKoosh
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diane o'thirst
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If you could see me right now, you'd see my fuckin' left eye halfway closed, defocused and sunken. I'm fucking going blind because I don't have the $1000 the fucking surgical centre wants to fix it. So I've been relying on my right eye to see everything and it's starting to crack under the strain of doing the work of two eyes. Not even reading glasses helps now and if I don't have the luminary equivalent of full-blast sunlight from behind my shoulder I can't see fuck-all.
And I got "Sorry, good luck"ed by the fucking health insurance conglomerate.
And now fucking BUSH is stiffing the CDC AGAIN so he can play some more with his little toy soldiers. And make them go wherever he fucking wants. And do whatever he fucking wants. And fuck the people. They fuckin' suck. Sorry, good fucking luck.
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I fucking hate going blind.
D'you know I used to look people in the eye? It was the first thing I did whenever I met someone, I'd look 'em in the eye and memorize their eye colour. Now I can't even make out their eyes unless they're really fucking big, never mind pick out what colour they are. So I look like a fucking callous idiot because I'm wandering around with starey, defocused eyes.
And I got "Sorry, good luck"ed by the fucking health insurance conglomerate.
And now fucking BUSH is stiffing the CDC AGAIN so he can play some more with his little toy soldiers. And make them go wherever he fucking wants. And do whatever he fucking wants. And fuck the people. They fuckin' suck. Sorry, good fucking luck.
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I fucking hate going blind.
D'you know I used to look people in the eye? It was the first thing I did whenever I met someone, I'd look 'em in the eye and memorize their eye colour. Now I can't even make out their eyes unless they're really fucking big, never mind pick out what colour they are. So I look like a fucking callous idiot because I'm wandering around with starey, defocused eyes.
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Fuck, DOT, that sucks! 
No local medical centers which CAN'T turn you away? I wound up going into Madison, WI today in order to go to the nearest sliding scale clinic, since my insurance has expired and I needed a prescription renewed.* If I needed an operation, there is the University Hospital (which is where the Amish go). (The hospital will still bill you, then sell the bill to a collection agency, but they aren't allowed to turn people away. I think it has something to do with their former status as a state owned affair, plus being a teaching hospital.)
Good luck!
B.
*I need to contact them again tomorrow, since the dosage was miscommunicated somehow. I need 60MGs of fluoxetine/day, not 20, to stay sane.
No local medical centers which CAN'T turn you away? I wound up going into Madison, WI today in order to go to the nearest sliding scale clinic, since my insurance has expired and I needed a prescription renewed.* If I needed an operation, there is the University Hospital (which is where the Amish go). (The hospital will still bill you, then sell the bill to a collection agency, but they aren't allowed to turn people away. I think it has something to do with their former status as a state owned affair, plus being a teaching hospital.)Good luck!
B.
*I need to contact them again tomorrow, since the dosage was miscommunicated somehow. I need 60MGs of fluoxetine/day, not 20, to stay sane.
"Nothing is withheld from us which we have conceived to do.
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
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the fire elf
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saw a dead guy strung up once, and went happily on my way...
may be near focus is a fucking blessing
may be near focus is a fucking blessing
instantiate vacuous truth
Hah, I'm sure they heard you fine. Probably the same people who think 12 weekly sessions of therapy will fix anyone and everyone with mental problems.BAS wrote: *I need to contact them again tomorrow, since the dosage was miscommunicated somehow. I need 60MGs of fluoxetine/day, not 20, to stay sane.
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diane o'thirst
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Not if you want to fucking drive.the fire elf wrote:saw a dead guy strung up once, and went happily on my way...
may be near focus is a fucking blessing
And yes, it's true. It's not just a fucking car, it's your fucking freedom.
I can't do fucking dressage tests on the fucking bus.
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BonnietheCajunQueen
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eyes
My eyesight just keep getting worse and worse. My mom was calling me "Stevie Ray Wonder Charles" for a while there because I didn't have the money for glasses.
I'm Bm-curious.
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BonnietheCajunQueen
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No, it was just a misunderstanding. If there was an insurance company involved, then I would be suspicious. Since they are all but free, the people there get overworked.Blackbird wrote:Hah, I'm sure they heard you fine. Probably the same people who think 12 weekly sessions of therapy will fix anyone and everyone with mental problems.BAS wrote: *I need to contact them again tomorrow, since the dosage was miscommunicated somehow. I need 60MGs of fluoxetine/day, not 20, to stay sane.
My dad has been giving me pressure to give Schneider a decision about when/whether to start. What makes it (fucking) weird, is that the Schneider rep has been telling me to take my time to decide! I had a nice chat with the rep today, and she answered a bunch of the questions I had-- including about vacation time. After a year I would get a week of paid vacation. From what I gathered it IS, at least in theory, possible to take some unpaid time off, but I am not clear on how that works. (I told her about how in December I would like to visit my grandfather on his 102nd birthday.)
I'll talk with her some more on the 9th, and probably give them a decision. That will give some local jobs a chance to come through (and a few other things a chance to get settled). (The Schneider rep is on vacation next week.)
Oh, and just for good measure, here is an extra: FUCK!
B.
"Nothing is withheld from us which we have conceived to do.
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
From K's sig line:
"Commerce: Officially approved by the ORG
http://www.burningman.com/environment/n ... on_07.html
It's all about the $$$$$ GREEN $$$$$"
FUCK!!!! This just sounds SO WRONG! FUCK!!!
"Commerce: Officially approved by the ORG
http://www.burningman.com/environment/n ... on_07.html
It's all about the $$$$$ GREEN $$$$$"
FUCK!!!! This just sounds SO WRONG! FUCK!!!
Medicated and Motivated!
Fuck, now I both really want to get to BM this year, but on the other hand don't know about the idea of "participation from alternative energy manufacturers". (I'm not really certain what that means-- sounds like it borders on advertising, but I could be mistaken-- might only mean donations.)
Need to figure out how to afford to attend AND arrange time off from wherever I wind up working-- FUCK!
(Do I have clearance for panicking?!?
)
B.
Need to figure out how to afford to attend AND arrange time off from wherever I wind up working-- FUCK!
(Do I have clearance for panicking?!?
)B.
"Nothing is withheld from us which we have conceived to do.
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
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LeChatNoir
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Fuck?Blackbird wrote:Fuck. Just fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Fuck...
I agreeYou know your coming - if the pavillion bugs you or rubs you the wrong way. Protest it, and I will picket with you. Can you think of a more burneresque right than to voice your opinion?
just dont let some displays run you off.
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LeChatNoir
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Fuck?Blackbird wrote:Fuck. Just fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Fuck...
I agreeYou know your coming - if the pavillion bugs you or rubs you the wrong way. Protest it, and I will picket with you. Can you think of a more burneresque right than to voice your opinion?
just dont let some displays run you off.
The New and Improved Black Cat... now with 25% more blather
Well, now that I have read more, the pavilion doesn't sound so bad, but, as someone pointed out, what is the point of showing what's available if you aren't told where to get it, or even who makes it? Sounds pretty poorly thought out... 
Fuck. I don't feel like I got much done at all this week-- I did get some stuff done, it just doesn't feel like as much as I should have. Plus I had low energy all week-- I think it was related to the overcast sky and rain which has been hanging around all week. We had a day of summer, then fall or spring came in. (I am not certain which.)
Now I am sitting around on a Saturday afternoon, since my plans fell though when a friend of mine got sick Friday night and is (hopefully) recovering today.
I think I will log off soon and take myself out to eat. Maybe I will get a large, hot fudge shake at Culvers....
B.
Fuck. I don't feel like I got much done at all this week-- I did get some stuff done, it just doesn't feel like as much as I should have. Plus I had low energy all week-- I think it was related to the overcast sky and rain which has been hanging around all week. We had a day of summer, then fall or spring came in. (I am not certain which.)
Now I am sitting around on a Saturday afternoon, since my plans fell though when a friend of mine got sick Friday night and is (hopefully) recovering today.
I think I will log off soon and take myself out to eat. Maybe I will get a large, hot fudge shake at Culvers....
B.
"Nothing is withheld from us which we have conceived to do.
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Fuck. I hate being so jealous and hung up. what does it mean when everyone says hes finished, but he says he isnt? Why would you lie about liking someone if you hated them and wanted to be away? i dont understand. i dont understand people. they do all these weird thigns that are supposedly normal and accepted, but they seem so fucking weird and crazy and nonsensical t ome. maybe i have autism. it would explain a lot. whatever. this is just a faceless rant. or something. i dont know.
fuck.
fuck.
Heck, some people make a life studying out of trying to understand people, and some people write self-help books about it and make a bunch of money. And, no, I don't know what the fuck that means, either!Blackbird wrote:Exactly.helitack wrote:Huh?
Well, things turned out a bit different than I expected. Right after writing my last post, my mom showed up with a friend of hers and took me out to Culvers. Instead of the hot fudge shake, I wound up with a brownie my mom's friend had brought from the poetry reading they went to. (A bunch of local writers, including my mom, were reading limericks and getting prizes. My mom got a cookie for her poems about wild animals!
) Then we got to come home and watch the storm warnings on television! 
The tornado warning siren went off after the radar showed the line of storms had passed our town... Oh, well.
Well, I suppose I should get to bed. Good night!
B.
"Nothing is withheld from us which we have conceived to do.
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
Do things that have never been done."
--Russell Kirsch
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LeChatNoir
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Fuck 'em...Blackbird wrote:Fuck. I hate being so jealous and hung up. what does it mean when everyone says hes finished, but he says he isnt? Why would you lie about liking someone if you hated them and wanted to be away? i dont understand. i dont understand people. they do all these weird thigns that are supposedly normal and accepted, but they seem so fucking weird and crazy and nonsensical t ome. maybe i have autism. it would explain a lot. whatever. this is just a faceless rant. or something. i dont know.
fuck.
Live your life and keep walkin' They'll join you in your walk or they won't. Too many good times just over that next ridge.
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LeChatNoir
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FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK tax season, and the IRS, went and sat at the IRS yesturday for 3 FUCKING hours (a week n half before deadline and they only have 2 rep's working what the fuck!!!!), to get absolutely no fucking satisfaction or help with a fucking Audit that I was
un-fucking-beknownst to me since fucking 1999(learned of it 3 yrs ago, since then have not been able to reverse the fucking decision.)
So after talking to another rep. on phone for an hour, finally may see some light and about 20+K they owe me! I want interest, shit i'd just be happy to get a penny of it!
So here Im about to start Amending 1040-X, 7-9 yrs of tax returns plus 8862's for all of them...this ought to be fine fucking week of crunching old numbers!
especially with me...the only place Ive ever been fucking organized is with my tax files...thank the powers that be.
Basically I just wanna call the original person responsible and cut off his head and shit down his neck!!!!
whoa, sorry...i just love fucking tax time!
on that horrid note...me a calculater and a pencil are gonna go sit at the kitchen table........
peace out~ fuck unca sam
un-fucking-beknownst to me since fucking 1999(learned of it 3 yrs ago, since then have not been able to reverse the fucking decision.)
So after talking to another rep. on phone for an hour, finally may see some light and about 20+K they owe me! I want interest, shit i'd just be happy to get a penny of it!
So here Im about to start Amending 1040-X, 7-9 yrs of tax returns plus 8862's for all of them...this ought to be fine fucking week of crunching old numbers!
especially with me...the only place Ive ever been fucking organized is with my tax files...thank the powers that be.
Basically I just wanna call the original person responsible and cut off his head and shit down his neck!!!!
whoa, sorry...i just love fucking tax time!
on that horrid note...me a calculater and a pencil are gonna go sit at the kitchen table........
peace out~ fuck unca sam
Names pinemom, but my friends call me "Piney".
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BonnietheCajunQueen
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