my mind begins to hum...

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Wed Apr 04, 2007 9:38 pm

Parasakti wrote:Sometimes, I still have dreams of you.
Whatever love it was that held me through the nights
and smothered me with kisses.
What LOVE that said the softest, kindest words...or
said nothing at all, ooohhhh sooo gently!
The Thoughtfullness of present care that erased
whatever pains happened in the stories of long ago.
Whatever love that was...is what I think YOU ARE, in
truth.
It's what I think of you regardless of whether near to
me or far away; in my arms or in any others...whether
you are covered in soul mates or have only
yourself...it was the love (that IS YOU under your
stress) that I was/am madly in love with and will be
forever. It is the same love that I adore in others
also, but it was so easy to see it in you because,
for whatever reason, you were allowing love through
you toward me and I could see it in your eyes, feel
it through your fingers, and hear it in your whispers.
OOHHH...and I loved you too!

Whatever words, thoughts, personalities, stresses, or
insanity of the minds' thought of separation has put a
block between our hearts--
cannot be true---cannot be real. It is not you. It
is not me. It is NOT! So, since it is not...then
it's not worth worrying about. I won't look for you
where you are NOT!

When the game of hide and seek stops...maybe I will
find you in my arms again...or maybe I will see that
you belong exactly wherever you are then.
Either way--it is the love that drew me near and it is
only the simple love that would ever prompt me to
stay. It was never anything about you that drew me to
you except love. We, as personalities don't seem very
important to me anymore...my hair, my clothes, my
brains..."my" "My" "My"...is all God's love, the ONE's
love, of which there is no need for me to take credit
for, try to uphold ,or use to impress.
Pure love, if it is truly what I am...is then eternal,
and here to stay; without trying...it would just be
me, being my lovely one self here loving itself.

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