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theCryptofishist
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Fuck there are people out there who would say that IBDave shouldn't complain, because he has a job in this economy.
Fucking twits. Complaining about our jobs is what made this country great. That and killing off the buffalo. In fact, we should have buffalo slaughter to sacrafice to the gods and get this fucking country out of this fucking mess.
fuck, I'm having another fucking "episode." Tune fucking in tomorrow to see my next adventure.
Fucking twits. Complaining about our jobs is what made this country great. That and killing off the buffalo. In fact, we should have buffalo slaughter to sacrafice to the gods and get this fucking country out of this fucking mess.
fuck, I'm having another fucking "episode." Tune fucking in tomorrow to see my next adventure.
The Lady with a Lamprey
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
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Fuck Fishy, Give me a break. Was bitching about the boss and said I was happy at the sametime to have the fucking hours....theCryptofishist wrote:Fuck there are people out there who would say that IBDave shouldn't complain, because he has a job in this economy.
Fucking twits.
I was mulitfuckingbitching
I was Born OK the 1st Time....
Don't bring defaultia to Burning Man, take Burning Man to defaultia...... graidawg
Don't bring defaultia to Burning Man, take Burning Man to defaultia...... graidawg
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theCryptofishist
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Yes, ibdave, I was fucking taking your fucking side. I sometimes fucking wonder about those fucking people who fucking believe that everyfuckingthing is fucking uncomplicated.
I'm so fucking sorry.
I'm so fucking sorry.
The Lady with a Lamprey
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
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Sail Man
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like a fucking menage e trois?goathead wrote:Luv, someone who can fucking multitask.ibdave wrote:mulitfuckingbitching
or more like a fucking gang bang?
Excuse me Ma'am, your going to feel a small prick.
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Fuck, I'm half-blind trying to get used to fucking multi-focal contact lenses. Getting old is a fucking bitch! (at least I didn't marry one!)
Fuck.
JK
Fuck.
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Elderberry
When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle.
Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way so I stole one and asked Him to forgive me
When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle.
Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way so I stole one and asked Him to forgive me
I guess I shouldn't fucking post until I've had a fucking Pepsi in the morning... Things tend to fucking zoom over my Fucking head sometimes.....theCryptofishist wrote:Yes, ibdave, I was fucking taking your fucking side. I sometimes fucking wonder about those fucking people who fucking believe that everyfuckingthing is fucking uncomplicated.
I'm so fucking sorry.
I was Born OK the 1st Time....
Don't bring defaultia to Burning Man, take Burning Man to defaultia...... graidawg
Don't bring defaultia to Burning Man, take Burning Man to defaultia...... graidawg
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I am so fucking happy right now... It's been a fucking beautiful awesome fucking day... My fucking computer finally fucking works... Yay! I missed you fucking people fucking enormously. I missed out on wishin' y'all the following: Happy fucking Spring. Blessed fucking Ostara. Happy belated fucking April Fool's Day. I'm fucking pregnant. (Not really. I was just fucking April Fooin' you! HA! Gotcha!! And last but not least... Congrats, LeChat & Mrs. LeChat on your happy fucking life together. May you both be so fucking happy together fucking forever. Get fucking busy now and make a litter of kitties. The Bar needs more kitties. I mean, fucking kitties.
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theCryptofishist
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No fucking worries.ibdave wrote:I guess I shouldn't fucking post until I've had a fucking Pepsi in the morning... Things tend to fucking zoom over my Fucking head sometimes..... :roll: :roll: 8)theCryptofishist wrote:Yes, ibdave, I was fucking taking your fucking side. I sometimes fucking wonder about those fucking people who fucking believe that everyfuckingthing is fucking uncomplicated.
I'm so fucking sorry.
The Lady with a Lamprey
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
Fuck! I bit the bullit and sold Trigger, my old harley, today for 6 grand.
A nice neighbor lady bought it for her son John who wants to be a harley mechanic. I have mixed feelings but I know John will give it new life. They got a bargain and a great gift. They have been good neighbors.
Now I can pay off my credit card. I will be 3 grand clear, enough for utilities for another year. I own my own home. I cancelled my bike insurance and will get a small refund. I won't get foodstamp EBT card renewed next month. I'm still unemployed so I'm selling my " stuff ".
Next to go is my 1971 GMC Superior model class A motorhome. I bought it in '97 after the flood here. It's old and needs to go. I bought it for about 3 grand , I'll probably sell it for 2 G's.
Yeahhh Fuckkk
I'm not in debt anymore...
A nice neighbor lady bought it for her son John who wants to be a harley mechanic. I have mixed feelings but I know John will give it new life. They got a bargain and a great gift. They have been good neighbors.
Now I can pay off my credit card. I will be 3 grand clear, enough for utilities for another year. I own my own home. I cancelled my bike insurance and will get a small refund. I won't get foodstamp EBT card renewed next month. I'm still unemployed so I'm selling my " stuff ".
Next to go is my 1971 GMC Superior model class A motorhome. I bought it in '97 after the flood here. It's old and needs to go. I bought it for about 3 grand , I'll probably sell it for 2 G's.
Yeahhh Fuckkk
I'm not in debt anymore...
Fuck. Mom has breast cancer but they can't operate yet to remove lump or to see whether it's in the lymph nodes cuz she's on blood thinners from recent heart surgery. Still in the "unknown" phase...of not knowing how bad it is or what they're going to do...
But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
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ygmir
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no:Artemis wrote:Fuck. Mom has breast cancer but they can't operate yet to remove lump or to see whether it's in the lymph nodes cuz she's on blood thinners from recent heart surgery. Still in the "unknown" phase...of not knowing how bad it is or what they're going to do...
But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
you're feeling exactly like you fucking want to.
your support is much more important that your internal fucking feelings.
Just being there, and, fucking caring, whatever form that takes, is a wonderful fucking gift.
Imagine the people, who have no one, to even fucking ask if they're a "bad fucking daughter"................
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The waiting phase was the absolute worst for me. How long before they can schedule surgery?Artemis wrote:Fuck. Mom has breast cancer but they can't operate yet to remove lump or to see whether it's in the lymph nodes cuz she's on blood thinners from recent heart surgery. Still in the "unknown" phase...of not knowing how bad it is or what they're going to do...
But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
You are not a bad fucking daughter.
Fuck cancer. I'm almost five years out on the BC.
Good resource: Dr. Susan Love's Breast Book.
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Monkeypoo
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Don't let your mind tell you anything like that. You are not a bad fucking daughter. Cancer is a hard fucking thing to have to deal with, and I imagine everyone here has known someone who has had it or has had it themself. Cancer does fucking suck. I fucking hate it. Colon cancer took my father when he was 45. I prayed I'd never have to watch someone I loved have to go through that hell ever again in my life. I mean, what are the odds? Then I met the man of my fucking dreams. Gerry and I were so in love, we both knew that we were going to spend the rest of our fucking lives together, growing old together, watching our kids have kids, being happy grandparents, doing the whole happily ever after thing. *fond sigh* ...but nOoOooo, colon cancer took Gerry too on my fucking birthday 9 years ago.Artemis wrote:Fuck. Mom has breast cancer but they can't operate yet to remove lump or to see whether it's in the lymph nodes cuz she's on blood thinners from recent heart surgery. Still in the "unknown" phase...of not knowing how bad it is or what they're going to do... But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
The good news is that a lot of people do survive. I am so in awe of them.
Fuck...sorry to hear this Artemis. I lost my mother to cancer in 2005.Artemis wrote:Fuck. Mom has breast cancer but they can't operate yet to remove lump or to see whether it's in the lymph nodes cuz she's on blood thinners from recent heart surgery. Still in the "unknown" phase...of not knowing how bad it is or what they're going to do...
But the real thing that's making me say FUCK is my reaction. Somehow I just don't feel that worried or upset, but feel like I should. Am I a bad fucking daughter?
take lots of pictures and spend as much time as you can with her.
My mother beat lymphoma 25 years before only to be taken down later with liver cancer. she died with in months with the liver cancer. So take the time and enjoy it now. you will be glad you did.
Fucking A. What a wonderful group of ebuddies. Thanks for all the positive feedback.
Wow! What lives we live. The human soul is so resilient. Thank you all for sharing your stories.
MB - I will definitely do everything I can to make sure that I'm enjoying every moment with her. In January I took her to Jamaica and encouraged her to swim with dolphins. Those pictures are some of the most amazing mementos, which I will always cherish. I'm going to continue to do everything I can to make sure that we're having fun together and that I take whatever keepsakes I can.
She's always sent me what I perceived as rambling cards and letters. (Often she'll send an envelope with several years-old half written letters that she's found around the house). I would usually shrug them off and not treasure them. She's a poet, an amazing writer...but you know how when it's your parent, it's hard sometimes to see them as a person separate from the one that used to wipe their finger with spit to wipe off a spot on your face? I haven't appreciated her writing enough. Recently she had a heart attack and has had 2 surgeries. In Jamaica she wrote me a GORGEOUS letter enumerating the wonderful experiences we've shared together and the qualities she admires most in me. The letter began by asking me to keep it and read it when she's gone. It motivated me to go back and look through old letters. And wow! They're so wondeful. I'm so grateful to be so lucky as to have all of these treasures. I'll do my darndest to collect more along the way.
MP - I'm so in awe of YOU. You've had so many struggles and yet you keep on truckin'.
You're right, I shouldn't let self-criticism take over. It's okay to have my feelings. I need to process everything and let it be okay to feel whatever I need to feel.
AM - You too have been a real source of inspiration for me. The waiting phase really does suck. They can't take her off the blood thinners for another 5-6 months and initially they thought they could wait but after some additional scans, they're thinking otherwise. She has a great team of doctors who are all coordinating together - cardiologist, oncologist, radiologist, surgeon etc. She's got back-to-back procedures scheduled for Tuesday but they're set up so that if the first one results in too much blood loss/anemia etc., then they won't do the 2nd one yet. The 2nd one is when they'll be able to get into lymph nodes and have a better sense of what we're dealing with. I know I'm not a bad fucking daughter but somehow I needed to voice that sentiment in order to let go of it. I will def check out the Breast Book - just ordered for her and each of my sisters. Thanks for the suggestion.
TTWI and Burn- Yeah, FUCK that Cancer Shit! Leave the first boobies I ever knew alone!
YG: You're so right. Thanks for reminding me about the folks that don't have the support. I can be there and that DOES make a difference. And you're right, feelings are okay. I can let them go and at the same time give her the presence she truly needs.
*edited to include Burn, who was posting at same time as I*
Wow! What lives we live. The human soul is so resilient. Thank you all for sharing your stories.
MB - I will definitely do everything I can to make sure that I'm enjoying every moment with her. In January I took her to Jamaica and encouraged her to swim with dolphins. Those pictures are some of the most amazing mementos, which I will always cherish. I'm going to continue to do everything I can to make sure that we're having fun together and that I take whatever keepsakes I can.
She's always sent me what I perceived as rambling cards and letters. (Often she'll send an envelope with several years-old half written letters that she's found around the house). I would usually shrug them off and not treasure them. She's a poet, an amazing writer...but you know how when it's your parent, it's hard sometimes to see them as a person separate from the one that used to wipe their finger with spit to wipe off a spot on your face? I haven't appreciated her writing enough. Recently she had a heart attack and has had 2 surgeries. In Jamaica she wrote me a GORGEOUS letter enumerating the wonderful experiences we've shared together and the qualities she admires most in me. The letter began by asking me to keep it and read it when she's gone. It motivated me to go back and look through old letters. And wow! They're so wondeful. I'm so grateful to be so lucky as to have all of these treasures. I'll do my darndest to collect more along the way.
MP - I'm so in awe of YOU. You've had so many struggles and yet you keep on truckin'.
You're right, I shouldn't let self-criticism take over. It's okay to have my feelings. I need to process everything and let it be okay to feel whatever I need to feel. AM - You too have been a real source of inspiration for me. The waiting phase really does suck. They can't take her off the blood thinners for another 5-6 months and initially they thought they could wait but after some additional scans, they're thinking otherwise. She has a great team of doctors who are all coordinating together - cardiologist, oncologist, radiologist, surgeon etc. She's got back-to-back procedures scheduled for Tuesday but they're set up so that if the first one results in too much blood loss/anemia etc., then they won't do the 2nd one yet. The 2nd one is when they'll be able to get into lymph nodes and have a better sense of what we're dealing with. I know I'm not a bad fucking daughter but somehow I needed to voice that sentiment in order to let go of it. I will def check out the Breast Book - just ordered for her and each of my sisters. Thanks for the suggestion.
TTWI and Burn- Yeah, FUCK that Cancer Shit! Leave the first boobies I ever knew alone!
YG: You're so right. Thanks for reminding me about the folks that don't have the support. I can be there and that DOES make a difference. And you're right, feelings are okay. I can let them go and at the same time give her the presence she truly needs.
*edited to include Burn, who was posting at same time as I*