Random thoughts...

Monkeypoo · Post by **Monkeypoo** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 3:00 pm

Sweeeeeet!!! I love Nature!!!

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 3:01 pm

Monkeypoo · Post by **Monkeypoo** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 5:15 pm

I like cooking with pot.

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 5:35 pm

simplex body language discontinuities amalgamated with untapped and unconsidered yet realistic potencies

purely realistic

matter of factly

discount'ere defined

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 5:42 pm

Oldguy · Post by **Oldguy** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:01 pm

I cook with a pot, but I do not cook with pot.

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:52 pm

i like the notion of intuition meets randomness

take, for instance, a casino

mechanically, their set to take their percent, yet have a floor littered with
un-occupied gaming equipment in varying degrees of payout

based on where you sit and what you push, you multiply or lose your stake

if the control factor was the variability of the casino, and the varient was a meditative state or technique that impacted intuition...

an experiment of experience, that to lose would inspire delving into inner peace?

and if to win, and demonstrate some form of relative consistency...

well... happy vacations?

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:55 pm

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:57 pm

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:59 pm

and if you get a little screwed at an indian casino...

well...

didn't they just get a bit screwed too?

mayavin · Post by **mayavin** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 7:05 pm

inter viability of scope quality and types of intuit and the various psyche typography...

such is my quandry

darmha?

fate?

reaffirmation of desire?

or reinvent... retool...

plumb the depths and risk the fool

mayavin · Post by **mayavin** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 7:07 pm

seems every finite thought can be nulled

gyre · Post by **gyre** » Sat Jun 13, 2009 9:13 pm

Some bacteria can communicate with light, apparently in the uv spectrum.

Sail Man · Post by **Sail Man** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 1:17 pm

several species of small furry animals gathered together in a cave groovin with a pict

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 3:06 pm

Monkeypoo · Post by **Monkeypoo** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 4:44 pm

There is a sweet synchronicity in life that sometimes humbles me,
makes me feel like "Yeah, you butthole, you're not the center of the
fucking universe," and it centers me, makes me cry, and it makes me
go WOW and say THANK YOU to a fucking tree (yes, I talk to trees),
and it makes me grateful I am alive today, it makes me glad I have a
burner family, friends I love, friends who love me, no matter how crazy I
may feel sometimes or act. It makes me happy that I made the move
to come back out to California this past January, makes me oh-so-fucking
joyous I am a GrannyPoo to my grandson RJ. Life don't get much better
than this. I am loved. I love you. It's all about Love.

**hippie dance**

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:11 pm

ah... but the beauty of a scar... the threads of friendship cut and cut and thrust with the burning stick from the fire...
cauterized... free from infection, yet impregnated with a knowing...

knowing how quickly and completely a world can swallow you up, and take you as it's own

into the maw of positivism? cradled in the warm fluffy lap of reassurance?

better yet for me to pause... repose... reflect on what has been, all the while gently moving towards what shall be

i have no need to scamper my step

it shall not elude me

even were i to fall away as i move toward it, i would merely wake again, and find it before me

knowing...

sometimes knowing suffices

knowing of all the kingdom of anima, even i am complete alone

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:14 pm

bugger...

context...

they've pair'd anima with animus

...

now how to merge the two in my view?

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:29 pm

you're defined by
what defines you

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:30 pm

else, you're not

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:39 pm

substantially, the glimmer tells little of the moon

'cept that it has a shadow, and is attracted to light

mayavin · Post by **mayavin** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:45 pm

shall we call you a moon?

mayavin · Post by **mayavin** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 5:54 pm

or 'that which substantiates perception'?

Monkeypoo · Post by **Monkeypoo** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 7:36 pm

the fire elf wrote:ah... but the beauty of a scar...

I look upon the scars I have inflicted upon myself in self-mutilation.
I look at my wrists. I look at my life. I look at the pain. God/Goddess,
obviously,doesn't want me yet. I was a fool. A fool in pain. I felt hopeless.
I know what it's like to be in that pit of despair...like Shooter. I'm glad
I lived. To die would have been such a selfish thing to those that loved
me. Thank you for rescuing me when I needed rescuing.

Enough said.

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:05 pm

I look upon the scars I have inflicted upon myself in self-mutilation.
I look at my wrists.

distinguish imitation and flattery, or expound hype

Says my language sensor

Deb Prothero · Post by **Deb Prothero** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:05 pm

Monkeypoo wrote:
the fire elf wrote:ah... but the beauty of a scar...
I look upon the scars I have inflicted upon myself in self-mutilation.
I look at my wrists. I look at my life. I look at the pain. God/Goddess,
obviously,doesn't want me yet. I was a fool. A fool in pain. I felt hopeless.
I know what it's like to be in that pit of despair...like Shooter. I'm glad
I lived. To die would have been such a selfish thing to those that loved
me. Thank you for rescuing me when I needed rescuing.

Enough said.

I'm glad you've lived beyond self-mutilation and know that you are loved. So happy that you were rescued to share your happy spirit here on eplaya.

Monkeypoo · Post by **Monkeypoo** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:21 pm

the fire elf wrote:you're defined by
what defines you

I manifest happiness and wild sex. YEEEEEEHAWWW!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

mayavin · Post by **mayavin** » Sun Jun 14, 2009 10:00 pm

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Mon Jun 15, 2009 2:14 am

epic moments
that seem to stretch the bounds of normal awareness
while seeming utterly stark in their normalcy

such that it's contrast with beforeness has a tinge of incredulous absurdity

the fire elf · Post by **the fire elf** » Mon Jun 15, 2009 2:16 am

when vista's of power confusion are but frames of mine