Please do not point fingers.. It is infighting that these loose canons feed on..Riverkilt wrote:For years the Arizona State Legislature has been cutting back on mental health treatment funding...now, sadly innocents have to pay the price for such "thrift."
If nothing else, maybe...just maybe...the State Legislature will loosen the purse strings on funding mental health treatment now...
Right...sure they will...
Fuck!
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Well fuck, Grandfather,Burner and campmate asked me to take him to the VA in the morning..
The Indian School doctor gave him a letter and Xrays to take with him..
He don't complane much.. So I don't know much..
If I take him, He plans to stay.. Then he gave me the cremation papers.
His old heart just isn't pumping good anymore..
Fuck I hate this.. Maybe they will get him going again.
The Indian School doctor gave him a letter and Xrays to take with him..
He don't complane much.. So I don't know much..
If I take him, He plans to stay.. Then he gave me the cremation papers.
His old heart just isn't pumping good anymore..
Fuck I hate this.. Maybe they will get him going again.
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Fuck Unjon. Hugs from here too.
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Sorry about Grandfather Unjon!!!
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
I pride myself on being able to recognize cons and scams and my ability to not be taken in by them. But today all that changed when I was fraudulently charged forty-bucks for a porn site I'd never heard of and didn't intend to pay for. I'm certain I can clear it up with the bank in the morning but it's been a real blow to my pride and a pain-in-the-ass besides. Fuck you internet!
edited for typos and to add more FUCK!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!
I pride myself on being able to recognize cons and scams and my ability to not be taken in by them. But today all that changed when I was fraudulently charged forty-bucks for a porn site I'd never heard of and didn't intend to pay for. I'm certain I can clear it up with the bank in the morning but it's been a real blow to my pride and a pain-in-the-ass besides. Fuck you internet!
edited for typos and to add more FUCK!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!!
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unjonharley wrote:Well fuck, Grandfather,Burner and campmate asked me to take him to the VA in the morning..
The Indian School doctor gave him a letter and Xrays to take with him..
He don't complane much.. So I don't know much..
If I take him, He plans to stay.. Then he gave me the cremation papers.
His old heart just isn't pumping good anymore..
Fuck I hate this.. Maybe they will get him going again.
Fuckin' fuck, unjon. Tell Grandfather to get that ticker tickin' back in time again.
*sigh*
This livin' stuff is tough sometimes. Takes a lot out of you. Fuck. If I was there, we'd put on some old records. I'm listening to Marty Robbins tonight and sending my prayers through the wires for both of you.
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Grandpa is in the hspit tonight..
I told on him about drinking 1+ big galp a day..
That he had a massed toe and couldn't take care of it..
And that he had put off a week before coming in..
He has been working ona boys scholersnip project with VFW..
His Birthday it Monday 87..
When the doctor asked if he was in pain.. He said yeas, That I was a pain in his ass.
Fucking pld goat
I told on him about drinking 1+ big galp a day..
That he had a massed toe and couldn't take care of it..
And that he had put off a week before coming in..
He has been working ona boys scholersnip project with VFW..
His Birthday it Monday 87..
When the doctor asked if he was in pain.. He said yeas, That I was a pain in his ass.
Fucking pld goat
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That's the spirit.unjonharley wrote: Fucking pld goat
excuse me, that's the fucking spirit. If he can fuck with you, there's life in the old boy yet.
I fucking hope so.
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"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
"The powerful are exploiting people, art and ideas, and this leads to us plebes debating how to best ration ice.
Man, no wonder they always win....." Lonesomebri
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ygmir
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FUCKIN Alzheimer's........
went to see an old buddy, he's only in his mid 70's......Korean war vet, "porkchop hill".
stone mason, I've cut lots of stone over the years for his walls and such.
did stuff together in years past, rockhounding and all
He'd come by, just to visit at times......so we could talk "rocks"......
Haven't seen him in about 6 months.........just got busy I guess........
I heard he was not doing well. So went over.......
fuck.
he didn't even know me..........just held my hand, and looked up like a helpless child....trapped.........could hardly respond to my words.
fuck.
went to see an old buddy, he's only in his mid 70's......Korean war vet, "porkchop hill".
stone mason, I've cut lots of stone over the years for his walls and such.
did stuff together in years past, rockhounding and all
He'd come by, just to visit at times......so we could talk "rocks"......
Haven't seen him in about 6 months.........just got busy I guess........
I heard he was not doing well. So went over.......
fuck.
he didn't even know me..........just held my hand, and looked up like a helpless child....trapped.........could hardly respond to my words.
fuck.
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Fuck Yggy. I'm sorry.
Fuck.
Fuck.
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Fuckin' Alzheimer's...
Robs you of living without taking your life.
Went to a fuckin' memorial service tonight for a friend. I think he'd be alright with me calling it that.... a fuckin' memorial service.
Reminded me of how fragile we all really are. Often we pretend that things are always just fine, but really we're just sort of broken, mended, fragile things.
Time for a drink.
Robs you of living without taking your life.
Went to a fuckin' memorial service tonight for a friend. I think he'd be alright with me calling it that.... a fuckin' memorial service.
Reminded me of how fragile we all really are. Often we pretend that things are always just fine, but really we're just sort of broken, mended, fragile things.
Time for a drink.
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boy, Aint it the fucking truth..........
and, thanks, Eric and LCN.
dang, I can't get the sight, of my old pal, known him for 35 years........layin in that bed, lookin at me with a blank stare.......I was holding his hand, tryin not to cry in front of his wife and daughter........and I swear, I could "hear" him asking for help, from way inside......
fuck........double fuck.........
and, thanks, Eric and LCN.
dang, I can't get the sight, of my old pal, known him for 35 years........layin in that bed, lookin at me with a blank stare.......I was holding his hand, tryin not to cry in front of his wife and daughter........and I swear, I could "hear" him asking for help, from way inside......
fuck........double fuck.........
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((Yggy))
Fuck the fucking fuck that is Alzheimer's. I watched my grammie go through it and in moments of clarity she begged for us to tell her what she missed. Breaks your fucking heart
Fuck the fucking fuck that is Alzheimer's. I watched my grammie go through it and in moments of clarity she begged for us to tell her what she missed. Breaks your fucking heart
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(((Yggy))) I'm sorry to hear about your friend. My mom has dementia and it's a hard road to take. See him again and talk with him about rocks like he can understand. He'll hear you... and may even respond in a way only he knows...a movement, a noise. Tell him how much his friendship means to you. He'll know, deep inside.
Fuck alzheimers...and dementia
Fuck alzheimers...and dementia
Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious.
Fuck Alzheimer's and dementia...did I mention de-mentia?
The hand that slams you but never touches you. seems.
I had to give up going to see my grandfather, because he had dropped back before I was born(memory wise) and didnt know me. It hurt way to much(ya I know personal) but I figured he didnt know me anymore, and part of him had too?, the inner struggle for his confusion was so hard for me to witness. i just stopped going. He passed 6 months later. Hard.
((( understanding to all going through this)))
The hand that slams you but never touches you. seems.
I had to give up going to see my grandfather, because he had dropped back before I was born(memory wise) and didnt know me. It hurt way to much(ya I know personal) but I figured he didnt know me anymore, and part of him had too?, the inner struggle for his confusion was so hard for me to witness. i just stopped going. He passed 6 months later. Hard.
((( understanding to all going through this)))
Names pinemom, but my friends call me "Piney".
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((((pinemom))))
My mom has dementia and when she found out, she'd weep and tell me, "please don't let me lose my mind". I'd look at her and tell her not to worry that she'll be fine. Then I'd go into my bedroom and sob so hard it hurt. Little by little the fucking dementia took my mom away, bit by bit, piece by piece. I know that inside she remembers things, but it gets all garbled up when she tries to tell me about it. But I'll kiss her and tell her, "Is that so?", and she's happy and holds my hand. Then I sob all the way home.
She's my mommy.
My mom has dementia and when she found out, she'd weep and tell me, "please don't let me lose my mind". I'd look at her and tell her not to worry that she'll be fine. Then I'd go into my bedroom and sob so hard it hurt. Little by little the fucking dementia took my mom away, bit by bit, piece by piece. I know that inside she remembers things, but it gets all garbled up when she tries to tell me about it. But I'll kiss her and tell her, "Is that so?", and she's happy and holds my hand. Then I sob all the way home.
She's my mommy.
Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious.
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(((((((((ygmir))))))))))
(((((((((Piney))))))))))
My grandfather had dimentia. He lived with us until it got so bad he had to be put in a home. For our safety as well as his. I think that I only went to see him once after we put him there. I could not bear to see him like that. I feel real bad about that. I was about 15 when he died. Now, my Dad Has Alzheimer's. And yes Little by little it robs him of life. Sometimes he forgets things that he knows he should know and it scares the hell out of him. Like how to find his way back from the grocery store. I do not know what to do. There is much that he and I should talk about but it would be pointless now perhaps. I do not know. There is anothe side story to this that makes me angry and is beginning to fill me with hatred. It may yet rob me of my soul. But I will not tell that here.
My heart goes out to anyone who has to deal with dimentia or Alzheimer's. It is not easy to deal with and heartbreaking to watch.
Edited to say Fuck.
(((((((((Piney))))))))))
My grandfather had dimentia. He lived with us until it got so bad he had to be put in a home. For our safety as well as his. I think that I only went to see him once after we put him there. I could not bear to see him like that. I feel real bad about that. I was about 15 when he died. Now, my Dad Has Alzheimer's. And yes Little by little it robs him of life. Sometimes he forgets things that he knows he should know and it scares the hell out of him. Like how to find his way back from the grocery store. I do not know what to do. There is much that he and I should talk about but it would be pointless now perhaps. I do not know. There is anothe side story to this that makes me angry and is beginning to fill me with hatred. It may yet rob me of my soul. But I will not tell that here.
My heart goes out to anyone who has to deal with dimentia or Alzheimer's. It is not easy to deal with and heartbreaking to watch.
Edited to say Fuck.
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