If you could have only one dream come true....
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I want to see and converse with so many of the people who have passed away in my life. I try to think of so many ,on a daily basis just to keep my memories of them alive.
I have had those very strange sorts of visitation dreams and the one that is most vivid was one where I walked onto a grassy area, with a very large stone bench. I could not see beyond the grass except for outlines and slight resemblances of figures standing just beyond the grassy area. Everything else was very bright light . When I looked back at the stone bench, a woman named Rose was sitting.
Rose was the mother of my partner who had just passed away(in 94). Rose died of cancer in 1981. In the dream Rose was able to convey everything she was feeling to me by just looking at me. She thanked me for taking care of her son Victor, and as I looked up I could see Victor shaking his head smiling, fading back into the light . Then Rose was gone just as quick. It was such a serious time in my life.
It took another 6 yrs before I found Burningman. I was able to place some items of Victors in the "Temple of Tears"and each year since Ive placed something, that would allow me to let go a little more. The feeling in that dream was so palpable, and each successive year at Burningman, has felt so much like that dream. I guess you could say I am living the dream to some extent. Except now there are Bunnies , pirates, spaceships , and all manner of glowing creatures. Heaven is a beautiful place.
I have had those very strange sorts of visitation dreams and the one that is most vivid was one where I walked onto a grassy area, with a very large stone bench. I could not see beyond the grass except for outlines and slight resemblances of figures standing just beyond the grassy area. Everything else was very bright light . When I looked back at the stone bench, a woman named Rose was sitting.
Rose was the mother of my partner who had just passed away(in 94). Rose died of cancer in 1981. In the dream Rose was able to convey everything she was feeling to me by just looking at me. She thanked me for taking care of her son Victor, and as I looked up I could see Victor shaking his head smiling, fading back into the light . Then Rose was gone just as quick. It was such a serious time in my life.
It took another 6 yrs before I found Burningman. I was able to place some items of Victors in the "Temple of Tears"and each year since Ive placed something, that would allow me to let go a little more. The feeling in that dream was so palpable, and each successive year at Burningman, has felt so much like that dream. I guess you could say I am living the dream to some extent. Except now there are Bunnies , pirates, spaceships , and all manner of glowing creatures. Heaven is a beautiful place.
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OMFG!!!! You mean I'm not the ONLY one who loves her?!?!?!? Tho she wasn't so bright in T2...cowboyangel wrote:Linda Hamilton, ok ok I'm one of those unabashed Linda Hamilton fans......what can I do??
One dream? Whoof! I guess just that I get to make all the movies I want to.
Oh, and that people would actually like them, instead of running out of the theatre in horror!
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you already are...there's no time factor in enlightenment since it is beyond time being in the eternal now....it is merely an intense belief that you aren't that keeps you and millions more from seeing......so fuck consensus, fuck group think, fuck limitation, and finally, fuck thought.
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oh...... ha hahha ha ah.....
well askin fer instant enlightenment is like askin fer somethin and ten tellin satan he could have yer soul in return...somrthin like that......
well askin fer instant enlightenment is like askin fer somethin and ten tellin satan he could have yer soul in return...somrthin like that......
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my big dream today....let's see......... ah yes...... Joel becoming a candidate in a local Green Party office race, and of course, becoming a full fledge, card carrying Green. OK I said it.
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you must be high.cowboyangel wrote:my big dream today....let's see......... ah yes...... Joel becoming a candidate in a local Green Party office race, and of course, becoming a full fledge, card carrying Green. OK I said it.
"I never want to be a member of an organization that would actually have people like me in said organization."
Democrats... snatching defeat from the jaws of victory, daily!
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slap my salmon, baby
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well I got 2 right may be worth $5......we could split a pizza slice.....BAS wrote:Hey cowboy, if your numbers hit, can I borrow some money? There is this event in the desert I would like to go to.... :wink:
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If you could have only one dream come true....
I wake up tomorrow and it is August 19, 2000... with all the knowledge I have now.
It's not personal... I just prefer my own kind.
