Fuck!

[BAS]

O.R. -- Well, if you go long enough with not paying them, after a lot of threatening phone calls, they'll usually settle with you for a fraction of what you owe. It really is bad on your credit rating, of course. I've wound up doing that a few times, which is why my credit rating is so fucked (of course, I STILL get a fuck load of credit card offers! )

[theCryptofishist]

Fuck-ing headaches! They got so bad I threw up a few times while ordering at Culver's yesterday (they were nice about it, thankfully.) I think one of the triggers might be going without food too long, but that doesn't seem to be the only trigger, since I have not eaten for most of a day and not gotten that kind of headache. When I do get them, it is a throbbing behind the eyes which becomes a general throbbing in the front of my head. Eventually it becomes so bad that I get sick to my stomach, which usually happens once (although this time I did do some retching in the bathroom before getting to the counter-- which I mistook for the actual vomiting), and signals that the climax of the headache is coming. Coming down from the headache takes awhile (seems like forever, but I have never actually timed it, and involves cold sweats. I think every employee at the Culver's asked me if I was okay during that time. The large hot fudge and caramel shake I had ordered seemed to help-- that and most of the french fries wound up all I ate for that meal, since my stomach still felt queasy. Ultimately, when I felt well enough to drive, I took most of my meal home with me. I HAD hoped to get something done with my writing and figuring out what I want to do career-wise, and somewhere like Culver's is generally more productive for me than my apartment. I think stress is a component (I think my dad has a new girlfriend and my mom's health isn't going so well-- with her hearing it is hard to communicate with her, she's getting calcium spurs on her vertebrae and is scared of the treatment.)

YOu may be getting those fucking headaches that I used to get. They are not the fucking classic migraine with the woo-woo aura, but they did involve some light and fucking noise sensitivity. Try fucking Excedrin Migraine. Also, you might want to try protein rather than starch/sugar as your fucking meal. Those fucking carbohydrates just don't work as well.
Beyond that, I'm fucking Buffaloed.

I don't actually eat that way all the time-- the rest of the meal (which got eaten later) were four pieces of chicken and coleslaw-- and a diet cola. (I have been told to eat more vegetables, however.) Thanks for the advice, though.

Fuck! I forgot to use Fuck!

Fuck, I didn't think you did eat like that. it was just working with the information I had...

[theCryptofishist]

Just curious, but have you (fucking) checked with DSHS to see what kind of public medical assistance you can get? I'm sure you have, but it never hurts to ask.

The one time that I had to have emergency surgery when I snapped my arm (literally) in half, they came through like champs and paid every single last related medical bill that I had.

I have looked into these programs, but I am married, white, going to school, my children are grown and the surgery I need will sterilize me. I do not qualify for government assistance. Pardon the bitter tone, but I have been playing that game for a while.

At this point I am throwing myself on the mercy of the hospital. At my doctor's insistence, I'm having me the surgery whether or not this shit is settled.

Whoo-hoo! Light at the end of the fucking tunnel!

Fuck. fuckity fuck fuck.
Fuck
Nothing to say except fuck...

[maryanimal]

Apparently I've decided to make an annual tradition of fucking up my body at the Burn- this year the hot straight boy I turned playasexual was giving me a bear-hug on Saturday night & managed to fracture one of my ribs. I knew it hurt (a lot), but the fracture wasn't confirmed until this morning. 4-6 weeks of recovery. Go Eric. Fuck.




Fuck OR. I hope your pain eases up soon.

Fuck Eric. Get well fast. *hugs you very lightly*


OR, I hope you feel better soon! *huuugs*

[MisaBlue]

Apparently I've decided to make an annual tradition of fucking up my body at the Burn- this year the hot straight boy I turned playasexual was giving me a bear-hug on Saturday night & managed to fracture one of my ribs. I knew it hurt (a lot), but the fracture wasn't confirmed until this morning. 4-6 weeks of recovery. Go Eric. Fuck.




Fuck OR. I hope your pain eases up soon.

Eric!!! Fuck!!!
I hope you get better soon.
Would it help you to see me in SF?

[OregonRed]

Apparently I've decided to make an annual tradition of fucking up my body at the Burn- this year the hot straight boy I turned playasexual was giving me a bear-hug on Saturday night & managed to fracture one of my ribs. I knew it hurt (a lot), but the fracture wasn't confirmed until this morning. 4-6 weeks of recovery. Go Eric. Fuck.




Fuck OR. I hope your pain eases up soon.

Right back atcha, Eric!

(Way to go on turning a straight boy playasexual!!! Not that I'm surprised... You are disturbingly hot!)


FUCK!

[junglesmacks]

the hot straight boy I turned playasexual was giving me a bear-hug on Saturday night & managed to fracture one of my ribs.

Holy fucking SHIT! Rib fracture by hug?!?!? Who the hell were you banging, Mr Olympia himself?!

[Lassen Forge]

Seeing some of the fucktoys the cute one was attracting, yeah, I can see a cracked rib. (What is it about you? I think it's the moustache wax and that evil, evil fucking grin!) I saw some awesome man-meat come up to you... so I am NOT surprised! (And I second what the other hot red one says... hell, you are one hot redtop!!)

Yeah, it fucking hurts, but fuck the pain! (ezy for me to say!) No pain, no gain!

xxx >> eric<< xxx

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

And OR, you go the fuck on, girl... get yourself healthy, you don't NEED no more fucking pain or bullshit. You follow that MD's orders (hmmm, something about you being the matrushka of MASH should fucking fit in here somewhere!) and recover from this pain, hon! You deserve it!!!

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((OR)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[goathead]

Fuck

Worried about my Dad.

[Eric]

the hot straight boy I turned playasexual was giving me a bear-hug on Saturday night & managed to fracture one of my ribs.

Holy fucking SHIT! Rib fracture by hug?!?!? Who the hell were you banging, Mr Olympia himself?!

Ick- I'm not into muscle things. He was fucking pretty, not a body builder, and it wasn't even sex (dammit). He just decided to grab me from the back & lift me while kissing my neck and.... *crack*. I was bartending & I still kept it up for a few more hours, with him by my side.



Fuck GH, I'll keep good thoughts in my head.

[BAS]

Fuck! I've got a State Exam in the morning and for some reason I am nervous about it. (Maybe because I did so poorly on the last one, due to forgetting to take a calculator?) I want to do well so I might get a better paying job, which doesn't have "black out days" (when you can NOT take vacation) at the end of August.

Goathead-- I hope things turn out well.

[Savannah]

I'm thinking good thoughts for you & your father, Goathead.

BAS--good luck with your exam. I think a calculator could make a lot of difference in speed (and therefore in confidence while you're taking it!)

[maryanimal]

Big time fuck...It never ceases to amaze me that the things my "family" will do. I'm still living with my ex. And I keep finding things that belonged to me everywhere around this house.

But no one seems to have an explanation of why my things suddenly appeared in this house. I'm having trouble decompressing. I'm depressed, quiet, feeling lost, confused and I cried cleaning out the rest of my gear from my car. I was washing the inside of my car and it smelled like playa dust and I broke down and cried. Then I got pissed off at certain members of my family taking things that belonged to me. I was telling my ex about things and I was sobbing so hard I could barely breath.

I asked him if I deserved any of this because I left the marriage and why anyone felt they deserved to take my things away from me? Or if I didn't deserve to have my posessions. I had noticed a pair of my PJ's that were made into garage rags. I showed them to my ex and he got mad at ME!! He took off in a huff. Probably to get drunk at his BFF's house and tell him what a bitch I was.

I can't wait to get the fuck out of this fucking house. I hate it. I don't feel blessed anymore. I feel fuckin tortured.

[theCryptofishist]

Fuck, MA, that's nasty shit.

When are you getting out?

[maryanimal]

Fuck, MA, that's nasty shit.

When are you getting out?

As soon as I can get a bit of cash saved. I'll be working my ass off for the next 60 days so by then I should be good. I'm thining about renting a basement out. There may be an older couple looking for a nice, quiet, and clean tenant like me!

[gyre]

Don't give up, Mary.

If it will cheer you up, I can tell you a horror story about a cousin stealing, and what I plan to do about it.
You wouldn't believe what it has cost me, and what it still could.

[maryanimal]

Thanks gyre! I'm not giving up!! Thanks for the little pep talk. I think having a hard time decompressing and then knowing my personal possessiions were being absconded by a certain person(s) just set me off tonight.

[OregonRed]

MA~

Decompression is always difficult. It sounds like yours is gonna be a bit more difficult than most. A few things to remember as you go through it all:
1. We love you.
2. Fuck that guy.
3. Only 357 days 'til the Man burns!
4. We are only a few keystrokes away.
5. Fuck that guy.
6. WE LOVE YOU!!

[The CO]

2. Fuck that guy.

5. Fuck that guy.

And not in the fun way.

[ygmir]

2. Fuck that guy.

5. Fuck that guy.

And not in the fun way.

+ fucking 1

[TinkerMom]

Well, fuck!!!
(((((((MA)))))))))

Check your PM!!

[BAS]

MA-- that's fucked up, I hope you get out quick!

[goathead]

Fuck

Deep sigh of relief.
Dad made it home yesterday afternoon, looks like he is doing ok for now.
Found out I have to work an extra day over so don't get to see him till later in the week.
But at least he is home and doing well.

[maryanimal]

What happened to your dad goathead? Is he alright?

[ygmir]

Great
Fucking
News,

Pal...............yay Dad!!!!!

[maryanimal]

I'm very glad to hear your dad is home and doing well!! Yay!!

[goathead]

Fuck

He had a quad by-pass last summer and has still had problems.
Last Sunday they did emergency surgery on him and put in a pace maker.
He had problems all week long.

Of course I didn't find out about it till I got home from TTITD on Tuesday.
Been kind of a tough decomp for me.

[OregonRed]

((((((goathead)))))))






Fuck.

[maryanimal]

((((((((((goathead)))))))))))

[maryanimal]

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