Fuck!

[hookahdude]

Fuck fuck.

Pinemom - that completely sucks ass.. no words really other than fuck and I am soo sorry.

Unjohn - you sound like the kind of grandson I am going to want and need when I am in need of someone to insist that I get my stubborn butt to get help. Good man you are.

[Kinetik V]

Holy mother of fucking shellshock....what a thread to read. Makes my situation with my family look like a fucking cakewalk.

Virtual hugs to all, and a lot of well wishes and positive thoughts are being sent out.

Damn.

[theCryptofishist]

(psst, hookahdude, I think "Grandfather" is his father in law. Hope you're not embarassed by your fcuking mistake.)

[maryanimal]

Fuck ...just fuck. I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. I try living a good, honest life. I try being kind, loving, caring and giving. I'd like to think I'm s good and loyal friend. I must have done something wrong somewhere down the line.
I discovered many years ago that I'd be alone and live my life by myself. A self-fulfilling prophecy...no.

Getting used to the thought is difficult, but living it is harder. What kills me is having all of this inside of me and having to allow it to just fade. My soul and spirit becoming lost in the empty hours. I keep busy going forward into a solitary existence.

Fuck, just fuck..

[OregonRed]

(((((Maryanimal)))))


Fuck.

[jella]

Fuck ...just fuck. I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. I try living a good, honest life. I try being kind, loving, caring and giving. I'd like to think I'm s good and loyal friend. I must have done something wrong somewhere down the line.
I discovered many years ago that I'd be alone and live my life by myself. A self-fulfilling prophecy...no.

Getting used to the thought is difficult, but living it is harder. What kills me is having all of this inside of me and having to allow it to just fade. My soul and spirit becoming lost in the empty hours. I keep busy going forward into a solitary existence.

Fuck, just fuck..

((MA)) I highly recommend you volunteer with animals or the elderly, share your love and get some back Smile and remember we love you !!!!

[graidawg]

Fuck ...just fuck. I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. I try living a good, honest life. I try being kind, loving, caring and giving. I'd like to think I'm s good and loyal friend. I must have done something wrong somewhere down the line.
I discovered many years ago that I'd be alone and live my life by myself. A self-fulfilling prophecy...no.

Getting used to the thought is difficult, but living it is harder. What kills me is having all of this inside of me and having to allow it to just fade. My soul and spirit becoming lost in the empty hours. I keep busy going forward into a solitary existence.

Fuck, just fuck..

MA i feel the same way every single day, the lonlyness very nearly killed me. before here that is. I am sure i have posted that burning man was my suicide note when i started planning it but after being on here that changed, when i am lonely i reach out to someone and they answer. PM if you are alone and sad, i usually am too. I will share any time i have with you. I shared my lonleyness with MDF and she sort of understood it, in our private way. I will share with you my private thoughts (yes i'm not ThAT open people i have secrets too)
DO NOT LET YOUR BEAUTY FADE ITS TOO PRECIOUS please i found salvation here before i went to bm and its why i want to go back and what i want to share with others, anytime, if i can i will answerand try to help with that pain, i am sure i know what it feels like

[oneeyeddick]

FUCK!!

A P-51 just crashed into the crowd at the AirShow in Stead just north of Reno.

AP is reporting 25 critically injured and 75 hurt, channel 8 is showing 12 dead 30-40 injured, and channel 4 is reporting 80-100 injured at JUST the Renown, not adding however many are at the other large hospitals.

FUCK, I need a drink after wacthing it on TV for the last 1/2 hour.

[lucky420]

double fuck

[MisaBlue]

I hope all the friends are ok...the pictures and news from the airshow are terrible

edit to say FUCK

[MisaBlue]

Not really serious, but still fuck!

I just get to know that most of the postcards I sent from BRC still havent arrived FUCK

I hope, they will...but it is strange because some have arrived even to Czech, some not, but I sent them all in one moment...fuck

[deutlich]

{{{maryanimal}}}

you just wrote exactly how i feel too. sittin' alone on this end of the computer cryin' my eyes out over this so-called life. i wish i were closer to you i'd give you a real bear hug

i wanna think i'll stop feeling this way soon but FUCK it's hard

[hookahdude]

(psst, hookahdude, I think "Grandfather" is his father in law. Hope you're not embarassed by your fcuking mistake.)

Well fuck....

[pinemom]

Fuck update on Airraces.
3 dead, 35 seriously injured but stable.

[unjonharley]

fuck

[unjonharley]

fuck

[unjonharley]

fuck

[unjonharley]

fucking studdering

[unjonharley]

(psst, hookahdude, I think "Grandfather" is his father in law. Hope you're not embarassed by your fcuking mistake.)

Well fuck....

Took Grandfather to the vet.. They kept him for a day taking pictures..He has one small bone broken in his neck.. He looks like uncle fesster.. Extended family grandson is driving him and looking after in general.. He's a tough old fucker..

That air show thing fuck'en sucks..

I don't go to air shows.. When I was 10 a lady sky diver romaned and hit 3 feet in front of the bleachers. That was fucked

[pinemom]

fuck,2 more didnt make it as of this morning.

[deutlich]

fuck,2 more didnt make it as of this morning.

FUCK.

[unjonharley]

fuck,2 more didnt make it as of this morning.

FUCK.

Fuck the media gools in Portland.. And not in a nice way.

[Mojojita]

Fuckedy fuck fuck....
OR - you doin' better??????? Take the good drugs!

My fucking broken arm is doing better - still have to do 6 weeks in the cast.

Love all you Fuckos!

[ygmir]

{{{maryanimal}}}

you just wrote exactly how i feel too. sittin' alone on this end of the computer cryin' my eyes out over this so-called life. i wish i were closer to you i'd give you a real bear hug

i wanna think i'll stop feeling this way soon but FUCK it's hard

hang the fuck in there............you too MA........dang it, hang on.........IPBA!!!!!

[Elderberry]

I second this. There's something surprisingly therapeutic when you volunteer your time helping others even less fortunate.
Fuck

Fuck ...just fuck. I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. I try living a good, honest life. I try being kind, loving, caring and giving. I'd like to think I'm s good and loyal friend. I must have done something wrong somewhere down the line.
I discovered many years ago that I'd be alone and live my life by myself. A self-fulfilling prophecy...no.

Getting used to the thought is difficult, but living it is harder. What kills me is having all of this inside of me and having to allow it to just fade. My soul and spirit becoming lost in the empty hours. I keep busy going forward into a solitary existence.

Fuck, just fuck..

((MA)) I highly recommend you volunteer with animals or the elderly, share your love and get some back Smile and remember we love you !!!!

[Eric]

Fuck. Our furry companion of the last 17 years just had sudden massive kidney failure tonight. We had to put her down, and we're both massively depressed. I don't know how I'm going to sleep without her curled up with me.


The airshow disaster is frightening.

[hookahdude]

That fucking sucks Eric.

The airshow disaster fucking sucks..

[ygmir]

awe Fuck, Eric!!! it's so tough to lose such friend. I'm sorry........

[MisaBlue]

...sigh....

...fuck...

[OregonRed]

(((((Eric))))) I'm so fucking sorry for the loss of your furry companion.