Fuck!

[unjonharley]

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Eric

My kittyboy and I are sending (( ))'s your way

[AntiM]

Hugs, fuckin' hugs.

[Sail Man]

I keep busy going forward into a solitary existence. Fuck, just fuck..

fuck no you dont! you go with us. we go with you.



man, I dont know what to say, other then fuck fuck fuck! reading all the shit people have been going through since the burn.

I think a big ((((((((((group hug))))))))))) is in order.

Sometimes, ok, a lot of times, it is so hard waiting a year to see y'all. And reading here about the adversity many are facing and not being able to give a real hug.....



fuck.

[maryanimal]

(((((Eric))))) My deepest sympathies

Fuck

[Eric]

MA- ditto to what Sail Man said: you don't go alone. Never forget that.

[goathead]

MA- ditto to what Sail Man said: you don't go alone. Never forget that.

(((((MA))))) (((((Eric)))))

Fuck

Decomp is the real hard part of TTITD.

[ygmir]

ya know, fucking GH........you hit the nail on the head there, you're a brilliant fucking Goat!! .........decomp is the hard part........
fucking shiftin gears back to "default".....can take so long.
Seems, I get there, and "bam" I'm in my "Burn mode" (whatever that is), and, all is fine, in fact, all is great.
But, come home and "FUCK"......what's with all "this"?
Fucking harsh people
Fucking bills
Fucking work
Fucking "needy people"
Fucking cars and driving and breakdowns
Fucking shopping
Fucking having to plan stuff
Fucking meeting others expectations
Fucking expectations

ad infinitum...........


*curls into a ball, sucking thumb*

[Lassen Forge]

Not to mention other people's fucking drama fucking trying to fuck with your otherwise blissful fucking life... It's like the Drama Dharma senses you're back from BRC and keys into it! Fuck!

[lucky420]

(((Eric))) sorry for your loss. I'm sure last night was very hard for you...

(((MA))) hang in there doll...

BBS you are one kick ass lady!

[lucky420]

oops forgot my "fuck"

[gaminwench]

Let's all just make one big fucking cuddle puddle...

[Ugly Dougly]

Fuck DRAMA and fuck charging for a massage!
Fuck senile dementia too!

[Lassen Forge]

I just read a post... fairly new to ePlaya and a damn good post, but his name just reminded me of a very dear, very old friend from here who we lost a number of years ago... really caught me offguard, and made me a little sad. I miss nipples...

Aw fuck these tears, damnit...

[theCryptofishist]

I fcuking knew that would happen as soon as I saw the name. To someone...

[tattoogoddess]

FUCK that my phone died and my alarm on it did not go off there for 4 hours late to work! Thank FUCKING god I have no clients at the salon today. FUCK money to. I need more of it.

[deutlich]

Fucking (ex) boyfriend decided his ties to his ex-fiance (who he broke up with damn near 3 years ago) were more fucking important than his current life. Between the fucking text he shot off to her about how she made his dick hard after a secret meeting w/her in Cali while on a "work trip" and a more recent email I found in which he proclaimed how much he "fucking loves her" I 'bout melted back into my 16 year old fucking self. Note, that text he sent her actually came to MY phone by accident. And the emails he sent her were on my fucking laptop, in my fucking living room, using my fucking internet.

I hate 16 year old Bianca (my real name). I'm damn near thirty fucking years old and can't stand how fucked in the head I can get about this sort've shit. But goddamn every man I've dated/loved/been with has pulled this bullshit and somewhere along the line you look at the common denominator.

And then I think about the fact that I'm actually fucking awesome and he's the fucking dipshit and I have a fucking moment of clarity.

Till the 16-yr-old rear's her ugly fucking head. Ugh. Just. FUCK. I need a damn bear hug.

And also.. I want to squeeze the fuck out of you lovelies for the fucked up shit you're dealin' with. So sorry 'bout your fuzzy friend, Eric. Truly my heart goes out to you.

[OregonRed]

(((((duetlich)))))

Betrayal is fucked up. Period. Let your 16-year-old self reign in fantasy, make your 30-year-old self deal in reality. All the fucking advice I can give...

We love you. Vent here all you need.

[maryanimal]

Fucking (ex) boyfriend decided his ties to his ex-fiance (who he broke up with damn near 3 years ago) were more fucking important than his current life. Between the fucking text he shot off to her about how she made his dick hard after a secret meeting w/her in Cali while on a "work trip" and a more recent email I found in which he proclaimed how much he "fucking loves her" I 'bout melted back into my 16 year old fucking self. Note, that text he sent her actually came to MY phone by accident. And the emails he sent her were on my fucking laptop, in my fucking living room, using my fucking internet.

I hate 16 year old Bianca (my real name). I'm damn near thirty fucking years old and can't stand how fucked in the head I can get about this sort've shit. But goddamn every man I've dated/loved/been with has pulled this bullshit and somewhere along the line you look at the common denominator.

And then I think about the fact that I'm actually fucking awesome and he's the fucking dipshit and I have a fucking moment of clarity.

Till the 16-yr-old rear's her ugly fucking head. Ugh. Just. FUCK. I need a damn bear hug.

And also.. I want to squeeze the fuck out of you lovelies for the fucked up shit you're dealin' with. So sorry 'bout your fuzzy friend, Eric. Truly my heart goes out to you.

That's fucked Bianca (I love that name). I can relate to everything you said. But you're still so young. Kick the guy out to the fucking curb, mourn the loss and the fact that he was a waste of time, then get on with it! (shit I should listen to my own fucking advise). As some wise man told me, take your time, don't go looking for someone, let them find you! You sound like a totally awesome lady! Have some fun and thank God his ex wants him back. It'll last about a month, then he'll come crawling back. And when he does, tell him to take a long walk off a fucking short pier.

[maryanimal]

I have a great fucking idea for next years burn. I want to set a record with Guinness. I can't fucking tell a soul yet because I don't want anyone else to do it first! It'll be totally awesome! FUCK!!! I can keep secrets really good but this is going to kill me!! I'm busting out with excitement!!

[hookahdude]

deutlich - fyi, from a guy's point of view -


























































YOUR EX IS A FUCKING DOUCHEBAG!!!!

Yeah- that sums it up...

[Sham]

I saw a great line on a coffee mug in a store the other day.

"I ran in to my ex the other day. Then I backed up and hit him again".


Fuck......

[deutlich]

my goodness y'all, thank you. really appreciate the kind words OregonRed & Maryanimal. Hookah--as a chick, that is seriously fuckin' nice to read and Shambala, I MUST get this mug. That line cracked me the fuck up.

gonna dust off the cobwebs and just jump back in.

fuckit. ya know?

[lazerfox]

I saw a great line on a coffee mug in a store the other day.

"I ran in to my ex the other day. Then I backed up and hit him again".


Fuck......

Hey now...not all ex's are created equal. I'm still friends with lots of mine but only the ones that were not fucking douchebags. The fucking douchebag ones have more often than not had what was coming to them already happen. The same fucking thing will happen to this fucker.

Better things will come for you both deutlich & maryanimal. Just never let those fuckers take away your love so when the right one arrives you can have true joy.

[MyDearFriend]

Fuck, Deutlich, where are you at in DC? I'm in DC too, we should get together and have a fucking drink. And a real (((hug))). Your ex is a douche. That drunk-text-the-wrong-chick thing really sucks... but at least it gets the bad news out front real quick.

[Eric]

deutlich- here's a tale to hopefully get you on your feet: way back when I was 22 my first love left me (even though our relationship was great) to go back to his ex (who had treated him like shit). Sure enough, 3 weeks later his ex dumped him. I didn't take him back and a few weeks after that met the man who I'm still with, almost 25 years later.

As for my ex? He spent the next 15 years single.

Karma's a fucking bitch- kick his ass out of your mind & your heart and go discover a better life!

[theCryptofishist]

Just another fucking voice in the chorus of approval, deutlich. That guy's a moral coward and emotionally about 12, which leaves your 16-year old self with considerably more wisdom. I hate how fucking hard adolescence can be.

[Savannah]

Fucking (ex) boyfriend decided his ties to his ex-fiance (who he broke up with damn near 3 years ago) were more fucking important than his current life. Between the fucking text he shot off to her about how she made his dick hard after a secret meeting w/her in Cali while on a "work trip" and a more recent email I found in which he proclaimed how much he "fucking loves her" I 'bout melted back into my 16 year old fucking self. Note, that text he sent her actually came to MY phone by accident. And the emails he sent her were on my fucking laptop, in my fucking living room, using my fucking internet.

Wow. He sounds like a complete fucking idiot. Classy, too!

Glad to hear he's an ex.

I hate 16 year old Bianca (my real name). I'm damn near thirty fucking years old and can't stand how fucked in the head I can get about this sort've shit. But goddamn every man I've dated/loved/been with has pulled this bullshit and somewhere along the line you look at the common denominator.

You might actually hug the 16 year old you with great compassion, if you met her.

[Elorrum]

fucking working on The 6 footed bear chair to automate a 6 footed grizzly bear hug. That's a fuckin' hug, man.

[lazerfox]

fucking working on The 6 footed bear chair to automate a 6 footed grizzly bear hug. That's a fuckin' hug, man.

+1000

[MyDearFriend]

You might actually hug the 16 year old you with great compassion, if you met her.

I recommend this. Highly fucking recommend it, in fact.