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Re: Fuck!

Postby ^Rhino! » Fri Mar 08, 2013 1:21 pm

Thank you Crypto, maryanimal, and mojojita....

I'm increasingly getting isolated here, perhaps it's simply withdrawing from the world, enforced by the 20" of snow the last couple of weeks. I feel it.
It's not a good feeling. :(

I'll just keep getting up, and putting my boots on.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby gyre » Fri Mar 08, 2013 1:29 pm

Hang in there, Rhino.

If you have sunlight, go outside as early as you can, close your eyes and face the sun for awhile.
Failing that, use a bright light.
I've been sick for two months.
I need to do this myself.
Try to do something physical.
It's a brain chemistry thing.

Sorry about your aunt

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Re: Fuck!

Postby ^Rhino! » Mon Mar 11, 2013 12:16 pm

Thanks, gyre.

In a way, I followed your advice.

I opened the blinds in my work area at home, sat down and did taxes (YECCCCH! - but I DID finish the darn things) as the sun warmed my back. I then went out to the garage and swept it, moved tubs of rocks back to their proper place, and set it up to woodwork in the afternoon. I never got to the woodwork, but it felt good after a long hot shower. Those rocks are HEAVY.

The snow began to melt, and I cried. My aunt loved the snow.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby ygmir » Mon Mar 11, 2013 1:09 pm

hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........
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Re: Fuck!

Postby Patsh » Mon Mar 11, 2013 7:57 pm

ygmir wrote:hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........


(((((rhino)))))
indeed, we do care.



and goose bumps, Yggy!
well said.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby MyDearFriend » Tue Mar 12, 2013 3:10 am

Triken wrote:
ygmir wrote:hang the fuck on , ^Rhino!

good on ya for keeping busy.

reach out here, or other spots on eplaya.

snarky as many of us are, we care.


to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........


(((((rhino)))))
indeed, we do care.



and goose bumps, Yggy!
well said.


Absolutely agree, with added *fuck* for the thread and another (((hug))) for (((everybody))).
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Re: Fuck!

Postby ^Rhino! » Wed Mar 13, 2013 10:50 am

Thank you, ygmir, Triken, and MDF.

Snow is gone.

I'm leaving work at work, thankfully.

I went ahead and bought tickets to the regional burn in May (Midwest Burners' Interfuse). I'm going alone. I've got a lot of books to read in the meantime. The pain is subsiding, but it takes longer as you age to get over the loss of a loved one, I've found.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby maryanimal » Wed Mar 13, 2013 11:04 am

If you have sunshine, turn towards the sun with your face upwards and let it soak into your spirit! Take slow, deep breaths, and give thanks to your aunt for her part in your life, and smile knowing she's smiling down on you. She is the sun shining on your face!

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Re: Fuck!

Postby gyre » Wed Mar 13, 2013 9:37 pm

^Rhino! wrote: The pain is subsiding, but it takes longer as you age to get over the loss of a loved one, I've found.

More to lose, maybe?

I wish I had something more helpful.

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Re: Fuck!

Postby gaminwench » Wed Mar 13, 2013 10:14 pm

FUCK, Fuck, fuck...

(+fuck for this one).

previous posts fucking covered...
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Re: Fuck!

Postby lemur » Mon Mar 18, 2013 7:57 am

fuck!!!


my kitteh cat Pickles isnt well...... she is going for her last trip to the vet place soon.

she is the bestest kitteh !

we got her in 1992. .....she has been around.. and ya always think because of that somehow itd be easier to say goodbye

but nope

;-\

bleh.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby ygmir » Mon Mar 18, 2013 8:01 am

fuckin sorry, Lemur. May she travel well.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby lemur » Mon Mar 18, 2013 8:28 am

two of my bestest friends in 6 months

;-x

fuck.

fuckin fuck

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Re: Fuck!

Postby theCryptofishist » Mon Mar 18, 2013 10:12 pm

Fuck, lemur.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby Savannah » Mon Mar 18, 2013 11:34 pm

Fuck, Lemur! I'm so sorry.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby AntiM » Tue Mar 19, 2013 4:41 am

Fuck, have some fucking hugs. Fuck.
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Poke me to experience my gooey insides!

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Re: Fuck!

Postby lucky420 » Tue Mar 19, 2013 3:04 pm

(((lemur)))

you gave kitty a great life...
Oh my god, it's HUGE!

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Re: Fuck!

Postby gyre » Tue Mar 19, 2013 3:50 pm

Sad news.

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Re: Fuck!

Postby maryanimal » Tue Mar 19, 2013 5:46 pm

So fucking sorry lemur. :cry:
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Re: Fuck!

Postby lemur » Tue Mar 19, 2013 5:51 pm

thnx ppls.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby pink » Mon Mar 25, 2013 4:28 am

Sniff. I'm sorry too. Big hugggggs.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby BBadger » Mon Mar 25, 2013 4:50 am

Always sad losing a friend, of any species. I'm sorry for your loss. :(
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Re: Fuck!

Postby Jax Dee » Mon Apr 01, 2013 2:42 am

I don't have any fucks right now thankfully but so many of you have reached out and helped me in the past...I just wanted to stop by and say thank you and I love you and (((hugs))) to all going through hard times now.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby pink » Wed Apr 03, 2013 12:08 am

Fuck!!!!!

It's April 2, I have a bazillion tax returns left to do and my program is printing fucked up. I want to kill any clients that refuse to efile. I'm running on about 5 hours of sleep, and I work all night so my assistant can come in and work at the one computer during the day. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I needed to scream. Thank you.

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Re: Fuck!

Postby clocksnmirrors » Wed Apr 03, 2013 8:10 am

oh fucking hell. i just got back from the dmv where i found out it's going to cost me $110 to get a paper title for the car i'm selling. the original title was stolen last year when my place was broken into while i was at ttitd. i didn't even realize that was among my missing paperwork until just today.

FUCK
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Re: Fuck!

Postby Bin Noddin » Fri Apr 05, 2013 6:55 pm

A few weeks ago she said "oh, you're sooooooo sweet".
I'm thinking: "prelude to the friend zone".
Last night she out and said it. Yup, another fucking friend.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby MyDearFriend » Fri Apr 05, 2013 7:21 pm

Bin Noddin wrote:A few weeks ago she said "oh, you're sooooooo sweet".
I'm thinking: "prelude to the friend zone".
Last night she out and said it. Yup, another fucking friend.


Well Bin, fucking friends is better than not fucking.

But.......... sorry. :(
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Re: Fuck!

Postby knowmad » Mon Apr 08, 2013 4:08 pm

barrrgh!
The best laid plans of Bunnies and men...
That awesome little Job in the Islands is prolly not happenin.
plan on everything changing, Fuck.
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Re: Fuck!

Postby Savannah » Mon Apr 08, 2013 4:17 pm

Aw, fuck! Sorry, Knowmad. :(
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Re: Fuck!

Postby lucky420 » Mon Apr 08, 2013 4:18 pm

well shitfuck knowmad! Hope something else comes along soon...
Oh my god, it's HUGE!


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