Fuck!

[msj2u]

ygmir,

Thank you! And Rhino, thanks for taking the extra step here to invite all. I hope to meet some of you on the walk, I've lost 6 this year.

Time to remember those we've lost and celebrate their lives.

MSJ

[MyDearFriend]

Yeah you guys, let's go for that walk.


Fuck

Thanks, (((everyone)))

[Sic Pup]

(((MDF)))
(((^Rhino!)))
(((msj2u)))

What else is there to say but FUCK! ?

[^Rhino!]

(((MDF)))
(((^Rhino!)))
(((msj2u)))

What else is there to say but FUCK! ?

How about,

"I'll join you on the remembrance walk to the Temple......just tell me when and where."

I'm not kidding. This is something that a LOT of us NEED. Every time I talk about my bro Blitz, my brother by another mother, the man who came so far and then lost his life due to a useless disease......my aunts........my mentors Mike.......... and Jake, who had faith in me and taught me the meaning of CRS Syndrome (CRS = Can't Remember Shit)..........my problems seem really miniscule when I realize that all of them are pushing up daisies, but the combination of losing all of them in the last two years has driven me inwards where I'm not comfortable.

Let alone Ben, my generous friend who stood taller than 10 feet though he was only 5'4".

We're talking about stories, legends made, people honored. The love we had for all of them. We can renew our commitments of remembering them, in our hearts.

They deserve no less, as do we.

[ygmir]

I'd fuckin offer this, knowing it's just a thing that popped into my head some time ago, but seems to fit. if, it can be of use:

38.
to hold the souls of the dead
in your grasp
and as if to say:
"no, don't go, I want you."
"it's all about me..........and my desire"
don't follow the light, don't do what must be done.
I, am what's important.
linger, here, suffer, as I do.


no, no, that's not right.
We hold memory dear, we dream, we re-live
we miss them and want the best.

and,
we must let go........
we must allow them, to travel to the distant shore,
to wake, from the nightmare we hold them in.

How selfish, to hold them here........their love for you
remains, but, the body does not......and, the soul is tortured.

release, love and release, for it is the way of things.

will you meet again? who knows, one would think not,
but, as souls intertwine, and pass each other in the crowded place of man..........one can hope, only to recognize........but, one can hope to catch the tide, as well.............

I loved you
I love you
and on this plane, I always will.
I will remember,
and, I will let you go.
Go, go now to your destiny, seek the path, find the bed, rest, and start again........

[^Rhino!]

We are only remembered for what we have done.

[media]

[lucky420]

teary eyed at work here, yggy

fuck

[Sic Pup]

@^Rhino!



I'll join you on the remembrance walk to the Temple......just tell me when and where.

[^Rhino!]

sic pup, I'd be honored to have you along with us.

Monday night at dusk sound good for everyone? Meet at the Black Rock Beacon in center camp. Anyone who wants in send me a message here on eplaya.

[Sic Pup]

See you there.

[MyDearFriend]

I have made a note to meet there with you and hope to remember.

Feeling a bit shattered today after visiting late last night with my dear brother, talking about everything including where & how he wants to be buried... fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

[^Rhino!]

We'd be honored to have you join us and share your stories.

Thank you.

^Rhino!

[ygmir]

fuckin tough conversation, MDF..........good on ya for doing it, though. Yer a strong and good person.......wow,what a test.

[msj2u]

MyDearFriend,

Your post about your brother leaves Me with sadness for both of you. May he not linger in pain and may you find strength in your memories of him and the hugs of your friends. I have lit a candle for you and yours.

Blessed be,

MSJ

[^Rhino!]

MyDearFriend:

You have honored us all by sharing with us. Thank you.

^Rhino!

[MyDearFriend]

Thanks everyone.

It''s been pretty fucking tough but you guys are really helping me.

[Sic Pup]

((MDF))

I can only hope to have people as caring as you all are when it's time for me to take the next leg of the journey.

Be strong for each other.

Fuck....it's about time for a sig change.

[MacGlenver]

((MDF))

I came to post a "fuck", but I think I'll just give you a hug instead.

[miz wired]

(((((((((((MDF)))))))))

sending you love and hugs

x x x x

[unjonharley]

((Take care MDF))


Little fuck here.. Missed some BM years for health reasons.. Coming on strong this year.. That old head injury is not done with me yet.. Just when I have most things cleared up.. Day before yesterday the hearing on my left side dropped by more that 50%.. Out of the blue for about four hours.. Slowly came back.. Good news: I could not hear "all" the voices.. Still going "WTF???..

No not wax..

[tatonka]

truck made clattering noises on way home from work, sounds from water pump area. faster you go =less noise . Almost to home and a a whirring sound and then all noise gone?
took truck to town later on and no noise or problems ? Fuck

[MacGlenver]

Breaking up with girlfriend of 7 years to move to San Francisco. Fuck... This shit sucks

Unjon - fuck... least you won't need ear plugs to sleep, amiright??

[tatonka]

((Take care MDF))


Little fuck here.. Missed some BM years for health reasons.. Coming on strong this year.. That old head injury is not done with me yet.. Just when I have most things cleared up.. Day before yesterday the hearing on my left side dropped by more that 50%.. Out of the blue for about four hours.. Slowly came back.. Good news: I could not hear "all" the voices.. Still going "WTF???..

No not wax..

I have the sounds in my ears all the time , very light some days others loud. To many blows to the head during my boxing years , also when Im very relaxed my head jerks to the side like I took a punch.

[ygmir]

truck made clattering noises on way home from work, sounds from water pump area. faster you go =less noise . Almost to home and a a whirring sound and then all noise gone?
took truck to town later on and no noise or problems ? Fuck

fuckin self repairing truck!!
that's a keeper!!!

or it was a cat.

[msj2u]

MDF, just thinking of you today and leaving a hugggggggggg

To everyone here I hope things are getting easier, whatever you are going through.

MSJ

[PhoenixFemmeFatale]

Taking care of some friends boys (that are the same ages as my kids) the next 2 weeks while theyre at work and the kids are between summer school and the start of the new school year. The kids are fucking shits. One lies constantly and directly to your face. The other is eating me out of house and home. And, they BOTH require Constant supervision and entertainment to keep them from doing stupid shit like pulling the dogs tail, flinging Popsicle juice all over my windows, jumping off the arms of my couch, etc...and that's all done between fits of fighting and crying. They may just manage to destroy me.... Some things aren't worth it.... FUCK!

[lucky420]

oh geez fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

that shit would drive me fucking crazy. Fuck that shit! Your house your rules. Put the little shits in time out or have them do chores....and if you di this they will probably never want to come back to your house again

[Martiansky]

^ +1 What she said!

Oh and.... FUCK!!!

[unjonharley]

While we are trying to leave a better planet to our kids..

We are forgetting to leave better kids to our planet..

Now that's fucked

[PhoenixFemmeFatale]

Thanks guys! You're helping me cling to my fucking sanity!