Seeing a Birds nest with youngens in it, and one will push the other out of the nest ,so he alone survive's is how I saw life as a kid . Everywhere we lived there was a pecking order. At 5 we moved to Minneaplois MInn. we lived on the 18th floor of a apt building in hte heart of town (getto ) I had just come from a
little farm in Wis. . So I was robbed everyday by 2 bigger kids for my .5 milk money on the way to school everyday , then at 6 tortured by a dentist who said I didnt need novicanie and slapped me silly till i was numb and finished his drilling
My Father and his brothers went to his office and broke his arms , so my vengance is satifiied.
Finally at High School im 15 and about 120lbs and this senior and his buddies surrounded me at my lunch table , he is saying "Bird turd" over and over again
he is much bigger than me , but I snap and throw my spagetti plate in his face . He jumps up ,and im up already ,and I kick him in the balls , and he goes down
and I drop kick him in the face . Blood exploded everywhere , he got up and charged me , we went back up against the wall ,and then a bunch of teachers broke it up. No one teased me ever again .
I then joined the army and was at the fall of saigon as a military policeman guarding our last 3 planes at the airfield , the south veitnam army dropped there
weapons ,and charged the plane . They didnt want to be left behind as you could hear the bombs in the distance . They pushed women and children out of the way, and we busted there heads , one guy who i hit , his head burst open and he dropped into the crowd and i never seen him again . I see his face still , he was scared as I was .
After the service I was going to be a cop , but it wasnt for me . So I had a family ,and a Boxing career , did it for 6 years and then taught for a few . I found that andrealin helped me with alot of problems . Hunted , played paintball , race dirt bikes , and now the last 15 years been motorcyle riding across the west
and seeing the country . When I was 50 the doc said I has 2 years to live , so I said cut away . Now im here 8 years later and dont need the big rush anymore but the BM experience was a over welming feeling of peace. I have for the last 3 years have gone to the Oregon country fair ,and I get that same feeling there also.
I have been in so many weird places ,and most you get the "feeling" to be on your guard , these events do not instill that in me. As helping society ,well I still have only been trying to improve myself, and my family . But I found if I give smiles to everyone , I get them back ,and it feels great.
thanks all ")