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by pinemom » Sat Aug 09, 2008 8:30 am
So this year....were SUPER idiots...rrr..a Over achievers, yeah, thats it.
Yesturday, and a wee lil bit of the day before, I felt myself starting to waver...to feel like Im being sucked into the scary rabbitt hole(and not that fun one mind you).
I knew I had to attend a members meeting w/ CB...and I also felt if I was going to be ostrisized for not getting over to help more.
I arrived and someone said "oh look she does exist! the bussiest woman in the world".
That was all it took, I broke down and just started to cry.
Tooo Much! this year! To many things to build in just one spring.
Yes, they will be done.
Yes, Its going to f'ucking kill me.
Yes, Im still AMPM, and this too shall pass.
...and out of the clear blue(prior to going to meeting) I get a first ever phone call from MARSHAL, Apok's resident hippy! ( i just love that dude!)
He says ..."Pinemom, please come over tonight, Will is bringing his healing and power crystal bowls"
I told him I wouldnt make any promises but I would see if I could either last night or tonight.
well at 10pm last night rolling on 395, on the way home from meeting...I suddenly took the offramp to Golden valley. I found this addy that Marshal had given to me.
BurnerBaby and I drove up to this house, and wallah...in front yard...I meet Will. Will reaches for my hand. I say Hi Will...Im not ready. He says none of us are.
I know at this point that suddenly "Im not ready" takes on a thousand characaters! It means so much in so many different ways.To so many people.
He welcomes us into the house, then out to the back yard, where of course...we find Marshal, and a couple of other familar faces in and around.
(btw, BurnerBaby has quite the fan club,and in the oddest places)
Marshal takes us immediately to the accoustic Geodome, and there sitting on little tables are these Gorgeous Huge Crystal Bowls...and begins to make them sing.....by the time we get around to trying to make our departure, the music of those bowls has me soooo relaxed I can barely make the drive home. Burnerbaby took over a couple blocks from home.
080808
the power day~!
now.... lets give this baby a lil' test drive!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
(we leave in 6 days!!!)
Names pinemom, but my friends call me "Piney".